So, I got the world's most wonderful job. I work at a flowershop and get to be around wonderful people and beautiful plants all day. I am still on the higher carb end of the spectrum but it is much easier to wean myself down again, they are all "ok" carbs from fruit but I truly feel a sugar addiction creeping back up on me, oh my god I had forgotten how truly vicious cravings are!!!
Anyways, I thought I would get back to posting normal stuff so for lunch I had some salmon and avocado and a wild berry-banana-whipped cream parfait...ok so I know I need to get back off the dairy but I bought this big thing of cream when I went to the store STARVING, so I figured I would eat it up, also I no longer have an electric mixer because it broke so I have to make it the old fashioned was with a whisk and some muscle...but it is soo effing worth it! For breakfast I had sausages and more fruit, isk what I am doing for dinner but it will be lots of veggies. Seriously, this is how I always start to diet again after I fall off the wagon, I eat as much as I want of approved foods until I get rid of my cravings then I cut back. Seriously people, I dont like eating this much but whatever it will get me back on the fat loss fast track.
I look "fine" as is, and I use that as a bit of an excuse from time to time, but whatver, I am still not where I want to be. It makes me wonder if I will ever be happy with how I look? Perhaps I don't need to change my body, but my mindset
*I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it.*