My advice to you at this point is to focus on eating healthy and lifting heavy things. Make this your New Year's resolution: "Stop weighing yourself, stop counting calories and macros, stop grabbing your belly flab with both hands just to see how much is there" and "Lift heavy things, walk a lot, and keep eating healthy foods".
See where this gets you by May. If you are worse off, sorry! If you are better off, tell Mark Sisson, "THANKS!"