Will I never learn?
Last night was spent feeling pretty nauseous, from consuming a lot of sugar I'm sure.
I don't exactly want to eat the stuff. I don't know if I'm actually just having monster cravings or if I'm genuinely hungry for something else that I get. Seems like every morning I get up wanting cereal or juice, but we don't have milk in the house (despite still having cereal which my family tends to eat dry.) If we did I'd be all over that cereal. Still, we always seem to have cookies...and I pop those like an addict pops pills but I always regret even though I know they're bad. I don't eat them with pleasure..which sucks and makes them barely worth the 2-3 bites of pleasure.
I wish I had access to a Whole Foods, Trader Joe's or even a decent farmer's market. We have one in our small town behind the courthouse but there were only two people selling a small amount of vegetables and there was really no way to tell if it would have been any cheaper to get them there or at the chain grocery store.
And I'd like to know how one is able to stand so much meat. Seriously. I tend to get sick of it at times. I suppose varying the type of meat helps but still. Maybe it's supposed to make me feel like this. Is this satiety kicking in? I don't mind eating meat but when you're coming from having two out of three of your meals being grain based it's weird.