food yesterday; pig steaks and sliced beets for lunch, leftovers for supper. food today; fried fish lunch with ma, later will be meatloaf & mashed cauli & spaghetti squash spinach alfredo
my hands are ragged and i've peeled most of the skin off my fingers
i went walking this morning and it made my back burn like hellfire
i drew penises for bay and he said he laughed. yesterday i said i was feeling bad and i think he asked what i was gonna do. i said draw a penis with wings, so he teased me til i gave in last night. it actually helped my mood, and him thinking it was funny helped more. so i played with my nails and polish and dotting tools and meditated while they dried and that was nice too.
and i guess that's it for now