fear is taking over
slowly i can feel me becoming afraid to go outside. bears have been spotted where no bears should be. giant wild cats have been spotted by me and the horses they tried to eat. giant snakes that are creeping from florida to georgia could be here by now because i saw a baby snake that looked like the big ones. it's well past time to get my oil changed and i'm too afraid to. what am i afraid of? i couldn't tell you.
is it because i'm sporadic with my anxiety pills? is it from the time of comfort eating? am i just losing my mind again? or have my bouts of mental discomfort been preparing me for permanent creeping insanity?
comfort eating led to a noticeable weight gain, specifically in my chest