welp, more farm trek walking made everything hurt and stiffen up times ten
so i've taken a muscle relaxer and a pain pill because i was tired of toughing it out because earlier pill wasn't cutting it
so if i start wandering around naked, it's because i'm high again and real life doesn't feel real again and i'm sorry for what you may see as i'm not bikini season ready yet
i got outside things outside things are for sale already
wisteria vine? check
sweet little curly-cue hangable fern? check
more fertilizer? check
small outdoor solar lights? check
do they change colors? i think so
these things and the growing seasons make me feel alive in a way that few things do
i have my eye on you too, outdoorsy wicker chair. when i get done doing what i gotta do, you're mine. which will probably be a month from now. renovating and cleaning take time and money. but i got my eye on you. i will have you. or a reasonable facsimile thereof
also, an aunt's small dog was holding his toy in his mouth for security while occasionally woofing around it at me. he's a bamf.
i was gonna re-plot a rose and the lavenders, but i got hit by the lazies and stiffnies and sorenessies so i haven't done that yet.
the new dirt is half frozen anyways
and gay panda's tooth brush in a cake reminded me or a grown adult's food caked tooth brush. it was gross. but she was grown and crazy, so i guess brushing your teeth while eating was normal in her world
it looked like corn bread