the weirdest things get to you, if it's something a bad ex said to you in the past. in this case a dumb insult that's not even insulting, and over the internet no less, hurt my feelings
the black grapes i bought taste like little bites of honey. ohmyGERRRRRD <3. and i ate more gamey cheese with them so no aftertaste, yay
and then gramma gave me leftovers from today's dinner :| so i ate taquitos :|
but then i cuddled cookie and watched some tv, so if he forgave me for it i can forgive myself and maybe the gas money would be worth spending if the meat department at the bulk store had twice as much big thick cut steaks for the regular price here. for realzies, the new york strips were an inch and a half thick. all of the meat was enormous. and since my gums and lips are kinda pale, i'm assuming i'm getting anemic and need more red meat with my vitamins
the normal lip color = rosy pink. this week lip color = paler pink. i looked, saw, said '...hm.'
and of course i couldn't sleep last night. of course. even after a much desired muscle relaxer. i was hoping that while it blunted things it would also knock me out, but no. no, it just made me sleep all afternoon and evening.
but i'm still doing my back PT, i'm still doing the face stuff. i'm thinking of shallow kettlebell swings being my "cardio" until my knee is better. then.. less shallow? *shrug* walking around outside etc can be for relaxation and vitamin d and probably quad working. i don't have those.
and this girl's features are all exagerrated, and she's fcking gorgeous. and i seriously have this much trouble figuring out how to put a face on. my brain, as in all things, makes it more difficult than it is