Ohh, trust me... I feel ya.
I'm pretty squanked about my food crazies lately, but I'm perfectly aware that it's my CHOICE.
All the new "I can't eat" is MY choice... but I'm certainly not going hungry, and I'm not scared.
I could eat whatever I want and just wait for the rocks to arrive, because I have a stockpile of morphine in the closet so big that I could pass stones every day for the next year and possibly never feel a goddam thing.
(Chronic pain sufferer/hoarder because I've been in situations where I was denied legitimate meds on time when I NEEDED them... by smug crapwad pharmacists and withdrawl SUCKS!)
I'm choosing to not eat some stuff for my health, just like every other person on this forum I guess... only maybe I'm a little more restricted now?... but there are plenty of foods left to eat in this world... no need for "hungry and scared" bullshit.
Or the other "Primal failed me" bullshit threads because someone has been primal for a year but binges every night...
I feel that too... emotional shit is hard.
But that isn't a "diet" issue.
Not even a little bit.
I wish I could fix the hurt in people sometimes.
Mostly just in ladies like you... ladies who hurt like me.
But, hell, fixed isn't really how that shit happens.
No one fixes...it just gets better, in tiny little increments... fractions so small we can't even see/feel them happening.
Here's some cheeze... I can haz cheeze!
(**In explanation of some of above... I recently watched a movie full of triggers. Meh.**)