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    I've had to let go of some large personal pieces in the past.
    For me it was the attached memory that was special, not the thing itself.
    So I took pics, added in old pics if I had access to any, and made a 'book' where I wrote down the associated memories.
    I don't have a paper copy... I keep the file on an external drive thingy... I can add to and edit the memory story as much as necessary (like when I remember a specific time sitting at the table watching TV with gramma or something)... and it's always there for me to read. At first the story's for each picture were short, but they grew as I occasionally was reminded of things and added them.

    It's kind of nice... and freeing as well. You still have all the good things about the 'thing', without any of the stress.
    *hugs*
    i'm not at that point yet with most of the things

    sometimes, now that i feel the faint breath of mortality in my oh so old age, i think 'i need to hold onto this for when they die' or for 'my kids' when i get old and die
    beautiful
    yeah you are

    I mean there's so many ants in my eyes! And there are so many TVs, microwaves, radios... I think, I can't, I'm not 100% sure what we have here in stock.. I don't know because I can't see anything! Our prices, I hope, aren't too low!

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    Quote Originally Posted by bloodorchid View Post
    i'm not at that point yet with most of the things

    sometimes, now that i feel the faint breath of mortality in my oh so old age, i think 'i need to hold onto this for when they die' or for 'my kids' when i get old and die
    I completely understand.
    It's a process...
    Just an idea I was throwing out for when/if you feel ready.

    I still have to grab my own reins at times and force myself to let go of things I don't 'need'... but that I try to attach meaning to. The brain connives... sometimes even I can't figure out quite why it tells me "No!" when I want to toss something. Stooooopid loss issues.
    “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
    ~Friedrich Nietzsche
    And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.


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    indeed
    beautiful
    yeah you are

    I mean there's so many ants in my eyes! And there are so many TVs, microwaves, radios... I think, I can't, I'm not 100% sure what we have here in stock.. I don't know because I can't see anything! Our prices, I hope, aren't too low!

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    huh, interesting. he's a beautiful man and yet doesn't strum my strings.

    i like this one though.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Saoirse View Post
    huh, interesting. he's a beautiful man and yet doesn't strum my strings.

    i like this one though.
    I actually don't particularly find D'angelo very attractive. Gorgeous in his way, just not quite my thing... I find the video compelling because he seems to be oozing sex... almost but not quite pornographic. It's nice.

    However... since I tend to prefer the ladies... the video you posted tops it for me for sure. Veronika Bozeman has it goign on in every way possible. Sooooo seriously HAWT. Gorgeous, beautiful, amazing!
    The lovey couple thing doesn't help me out though. I'm not much for that much sharing of space... it's uncomfortable for me.

    I'll offer up one of my favorites from back when....

    1989-90?, I was 15-16-17? and completely in LOVE with Helena Christensen... Chris Isaak was okay too, beautiful soulful voice and all. But it was Helena that mesmerized me. And gave me a very mild fetish for ladies in fellas underpants. LOL (probably tmi, i'm not into caring today )
    I must have literally drooled over that video at my grandparents house on MTV a hundred times that summer. We didn't have cable at home so I had to memorize it... I knew when summer was over I'd not be able to see it again. *sigh*
    “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
    ~Friedrich Nietzsche
    And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.


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    there is something so inherently.. relieving about being fully accepted. something tight inside you loosens and you didn't even realize how drawn up it was until suddenly it isn't there any more

    like invisible spanx

    or that first moment your bra is removed

    oh that feels good...

    and as a result of that acceptance, ones disposition becomes much more sunny. a bit of fatalism abracadabras away. everything is cotton candy and unicorns and gummy bears and nerds

    i even found a good low carb recipe book at goodwill. i even feel like working out and damn what my back says. i even feel like pre-cooking eggs and bacon for snacks and damn what my nonconformism to scheduling says. i even vacuumed under my bed. i even started a donate/dump section in the floor.

    it's easy to act goofy about it. easier than being serious about it. to have such a deep seated fear dismissed, to be praised even, makes me want to wrap my body around that man like a cat and feel nothing but contentment.

    and purr

    right in his ear. cause i'm annoying like that.

    he tells me sometimes that i deserve good things too. and i never believe it. but then he gives me good things

    and tho i sometimes joke away my emotional reactions about it, i cherish those good things. i cherish him.

    brofist, baby. you're awesome.
    beautiful
    yeah you are

    I mean there's so many ants in my eyes! And there are so many TVs, microwaves, radios... I think, I can't, I'm not 100% sure what we have here in stock.. I don't know because I can't see anything! Our prices, I hope, aren't too low!

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    he seems fibrillated, need ta.. defibrillate him
    he seems too fibrualated, if there's a way to unfibrulate him, DEfibrillate him then we'd be talkin, then we'd have somethin to talk about
    :3


    also, i got a butt workout in last night because *I* lift heavy things off the floor with proper form *smug face* SQUAT DEEP! ASS TO GRASS! GOGOGO!

    for real tho, i woke up, got up, bleared around and asked myself 'whyms' my buht sore'
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    beautiful
    yeah you are

    I mean there's so many ants in my eyes! And there are so many TVs, microwaves, radios... I think, I can't, I'm not 100% sure what we have here in stock.. I don't know because I can't see anything! Our prices, I hope, aren't too low!

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    The audience ams a fickles mistress...
    “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
    ~Friedrich Nietzsche
    And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.


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    a fickle mistress, toki!
    beautiful
    yeah you are

    I mean there's so many ants in my eyes! And there are so many TVs, microwaves, radios... I think, I can't, I'm not 100% sure what we have here in stock.. I don't know because I can't see anything! Our prices, I hope, aren't too low!

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    Ahhh.... Toki...
    “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
    ~Friedrich Nietzsche
    And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.


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