Saturday, February 11, 2012
B – Ok, this was bad. Took all the kids to my parents and stopped to get donuts on the way. Was a treat we were supposed to do and still did despite my nephew leaving in the middle of the night. I had 2 donuts.
L – Well, I did have a banana and a few – small handful – pretzels, but that was right before I went to run. Also cleaned up a chicken carcass, but that really wasn’t very much.
D – Cooked a nice steak. Broiled. Quite yummy. Also had a bottle of Woodchuck cider and a can of Strongbow.
S – I guess I’ll call it a snack. Had a shot of tequila and maybe 2 beers at Scott and Kelly’s then 1 beer at Naughti Gras. Not too bad considering….
So I slept with the boy, since he was so upset with his cousin leaving. Had a terrible dream that my daughter had died. Was balling my eyes out, in the dream. Not when I woke up though. Got kids up and over to my parents. Already mentioned the donuts. Then did some shopping to get my costume ready for tonight.
Took a little snooze when I got home then went for a run. A bit longer than last time and ran more of it. Very cold, but still in VFFs. Did ok, still feel like I’m running in molasses, though. Just feel so slow. Feel like I plodding along, don’t feel on top of things. Just feels like there is so much effort involved. But I’m sure it will get better.
Came home and cooked my steak. Was yummy. Probably drank too much but really didn’t eat that much today. Then got ready for Naughti Gras, the ‘erotic art show’ at Koken Art Factory nearby. Was a good time. Saw some friends I haven’t seen in a while. Saw some erotic art, saw some burlesque acts. Fun time. Saw a gal do an aerial sash act, I’ve seen her several times. She sometimes goes by Indigo, can’t remember the other name she uses. Anyway, she’s got a great act. And beyond that…. She is Primal, or at least she was attending the Primal Living St. Louis MeetUp workouts in the park. Very sweet girl. When I brought my kids to the workout one time – when we had to carry something awkward and heavy, she carried my son around. Ha!! I said hi to her afterwards.
Still have my handlebar moustache so decided to play it up. Wore a bowler hat that I have, got a white longsleeve compression shirt, a black vest, and grey pants. Rolled up the pants and wore my combat boots. Was a good outfit I think.
Plenty of good looking gals there, but I wouldn’t know an opportunity if it bit me on the nose.
Home, in bed now. Should go to sleep. Doing a workout at 2:30 tomorrow so I have some time to recover. Think I may try to make some bone broth/stock during the day. Out and it seems to be time for more. Need to make some more soup.
Wonder if MDA will ever be up and running again. Good thing I started keeping my journal as a Word document.
I’m lonely. Part of me really would have liked to have brought someone home.