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[winencandy]

Gay Panda- I just wanted to pop in and say that your newest post in your blog is very moveing- thank you for posting it.

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[Gay Panda]

Gay Panda- I just wanted to pop in and say that your newest post in your blog is very moveing- thank you for posting it.

*biiiig swine-flu free hug whether my sex makes you cringe or not*

I think it's amazing, and horrible, what religion can drive people to do. Can I say I'm glad you weren't successful at killing yourself? Then I never could have "met" you- however much one can meet via the interwebs. I am very, very glad, that you came out of it knowing that you are who you are and that it won't, and shouldn't change. Not everyone gets to that point.

LOL. Thank you. I have no problem with that now, and I should apologize to all of those poor kids I glared at while dancing in cotillion. It was so frustrating to me as a ten-year-old to be seen wrong, to be forced into doing these activities that felt so unnatural, and I didn't have the language (even if I'd had the language, I wouldn't have had the courage) to say anything. So I just pouted and glowered and made a fuss, and if anyone out there remembers dancing with a sullen panda cub long ago, I'm sorry.

I'm also glad that I didn't spend much more time than that trying to change myself. Deep down, I knew that it was going to be hopeless. I can't be straight any more than my straight brother can be gay.

[canio6]

I was just reading over your blog. I don't have a church, but I'll open the doors for you any time man. BTW blue is by far the superior color given any options.

[ottercat]

Forthwith Mr. WHOOOO burst his chausses, mayhap without fair assistance, and in scant revelation afforded by the sweet leavings of visitors previous to the ARCO room of rest.

*Bows to the master*

I know health isn't supposed to come out of little orange containers, but have you tried l-tyrosine in the morning on an empty stomach? Apparently catecholamine depletion gives you that blah, unfocused feeling. Jane Ross's "Mood Cure" is pretty interesting.

I wonder if you could find a doctor who would look into "adrenal fatigue". You kind of sound like me several years ago when I dieted and exercised myself (compounded by Vitamin D deficiency and caffeine abuse) into a state of fatigue. I finally had to quit going to the gym for 6 months because if I did anything more strenuous than walking, I'd be flattened for days.

Also, chlorella (~6g/day) is apparently good for "detoxing" because their cell walls absorb crud.

[Faith S.]

LOL. Thank you. I have no problem with that now, and I should apologize to all of those poor kids I glared at while dancing in cotillion. It was so frustrating to me as a ten-year-old to be seen wrong, to be forced into doing these activities that felt so unnatural, and I didn't have the language (even if I'd had the language, I wouldn't have had the courage) to say anything. So I just pouted and glowered and made a fuss, and if anyone out there remembers dancing with a sullen panda cub long ago, I'm sorry.

I'm also glad that I didn't spend much more time than that trying to change myself. Deep down, I knew that it was going to be hopeless. I can't be straight any more than my straight brother can be gay.

I would've taken your awesome sullen panda cub ass over the buttheads I had to dance with at the cotillion hell I was forced to attend when I was 10. My partners were always making a game of trying to step on their friends' feet as we "danced". It was uncomfortable to be jerked around like that by my partner!

I, too, loved your post, GP. I wanted to comment on it, but oddly, my work computer blocked me from the comments section while allowing me to still read the blog posts themselves. Weird.

[canio6]

I, too, loved your post. BGP. I wanted to comment on it, but oddly, my work computer blocked me from the comments section while allowing me to still read the blog posts themselves. Weird.

same here. I thought it was just our facist gov't computers.

[vanessa40]

I loved the post in your blog. I sent the link to a friend ..her son is gay and having a hard time with his father and new wife. I think it will help him.

[Gay Panda]

I loved the post in your blog. I sent the link to a friend ..her son is gay and having a hard time with his father and new wife. I think it will help him.

I'm so sorry her son is going through that! The process can be quite brutal. Mother Panda was devastated when she found out, and that was devastating for me.

[Sigi]

Gay Panda- I just wanted to pop in and say that your newest post in your blog is very moveing- thank you for posting it.

+1
I had no idea you had been through all that. <hugs>

[lopisheep]

Well, if anyone could help anyone out -- I mean, just by reading this journal -- it would be Gay Panda. I hope Mother Panda has adjusted. Devastation is horrific for anyone. Yep. Why does it all have to be so hard? OK. This is really amusing coming from where I am coming from, but I was going for happy (gay) Panda.

OK, Gay Panda, I want to know if you are caring for all those sheep while Lady Friend is away.

I'm so sorry her son is going through that! The process can be quite brutal. Mother Panda was devastated when she found out, and that was devastating for me.