I can't thank you both enough for your time and input. I am doing my very best not to loose it daily as I know that does not help the situation but I am scared. My body is out of control and I'm not used to not being able to know how to help. I'm used to being very physical, playing hard and living. Everyday I stay in, exhausted and unable to wear my clothes, trying to breath and realize that my body will heal inside and out but it's going to take a long time and I need the right help first and foremost.
TigerLily I'm heading up north to heal as I'm not functioning down here. I will be looking for one up there as I leave here in a few days with my mother. I thought to make an appt with Chris Kresser again. I think he might be able to look into this in the way a Natruopath would. What do you think?
I bought liquid raw colostrum last night from the market. I did 4 oz and it seemed to go in fine but I was already bloated and burning from some meat I had earlier. I didn't notice any new reactions though. I showed my mom the info about Surthrival bovine colostrum and we'll get some and see how it goes. Really sounds promising:-)
We've also been speaking with my brother up north about the GAPS diet and broths and it sounds like they're all getting ready to cook and help me out in any way they can. Made me cry even harder.
Goldstar thank you for sharing your story and smoothie recipes:-) Personal stories and people like you and TigerLily make me breath just a bit deeper. I spent weeks, before the tests came back, with healthy people in my life thinking it was all in my head:-) Nice when others have been there or somewhere nearby anyway.
I keep experimenting with whole foods and I think I really have to change things quickly now. I was so sick yesterday. I'm not in a living situation to start GAPS completely but with smoothies and a microwave I might be able to figure out something.
I'm going to get L-glutamine too and start treating myself like I have a bacterial overgrowth in my GI or an infection until I'm told otherwise. Can only help.
Thank you both again for your help.
In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. -- Albert Camus