Holy balls, I am fucking tired.
-Same as "usual" recently: probably woke up during the night, woke up tired
-Feel like I'm struggling to stay awake & sane right now and it's only 9:30
-Is is still from excitement/stress or something else? No idea.
-Ride to work was difficult this morning., I forgot to bring eleuthero root so my ride home is probably going to be rough too
-My toes were itchy this morning. This hasn't happened in a while. I laid on the couch while lunch was cooking, with my feet elevated on the arm, and the feeling went away. Definitely related to inflammation & circulation. It's not like the pins & needles feeling of a body part "falling asleep" though.
-3 chicken drumsticks, tiny bit of broc, apple, banana, Larabar, 2 brazil nuts
-pork chops & asparagus
-hot cocoa (water, tablespoon of hydrolyzed collagen [aka. gelatin w/ the gelling properties], 2 tsp sugar, 1 tablespoon cocoa powder)
-last Klondike bar
Going to have tea w/ the hydrolyzed collagen now. From my one week trial of a pack of gelatin daily last week, my toenails grew quite a bit. I usually only have to trim them every few weeks, if that, but they grew enough in one week to trim! That seems like a good thing?
We're meeting some friends in Boston tomorrow evening for a movie being shown at the hatch shell (where the July 4th concert occurs). I'm trying to think of a portable dinner that we could prep beforehand and bring. Hulky wants to makes empanadas (a friend showed us how, now he's obsessed), but I can't eat them. All I can think of is fruit and almond butter. I am sure the PUFAs won't do me any favors, but I really want some almond butter.
Groceries for tonight: some kind of fresh veg, empanada disc thingies, cheese or whatever else Hulky needs for those, almond butter (will have to be separate trip to Trader Joe's), eggs (separate trip to Whole Foods), I don't fucking know but I need more food. And fruit.