4 months primal right about now. Feels good. No more chronic heartburn or constipation, at least.
Yesterday was slow and groggy. I feel less crappy today but I can feel the anxiety hanging out. "Hey. 'Sup. You need me? Nah, it's cool, I'll just chill back here and bug the piss out of you all day. Or more specifically, you will get aggravated about anything and everything and be unable to speak or think clearly. Sounds fun, I know! No, it's okay, go back to whatever you were doing...if you can remember what it was!"
I got paid early so I'm going to place an order with VitaminShoppe.com for GABA and L-Theanine. Today was my first day of rest from L-Tyrosine, but my protein powder has some in it, so I guess I need to stop taking that too if I want a true break. I think I will go for a different brand next time without L-Tyrosine at least, or maybe just less amino acids so I can test a little more objectively. Yes, I was hungry this morning. I made omelettes last night (4 medium eggs each, cheese & mushrooms, cooked in bacon grease YES THEY WERE DELICIOUS AND I WANT ONE RIGHT MEOW) so I wasn't feeling up for eggs this AM, though I definitely could have eaten more than just the meager shake I made. I got hungry for lunch but I don't have anything and it's raining and my scooter is low on gas sooooo. I'm keeping busy without.
I have maybe 1-2 weeks worth of Lexapro left. I don't want to refill because I'll have to wait for my doctor to approve and it seems like a waste of $, but I'm afraid to not refill without figuring out a way to manage my anxiety first.
Back is close to 100%, but sudden movements and hitting bumps on the scooter still hurt.