It's not my heels, my feet roll outward? Especially my right. If I face a wall and try to squat, I fall backwards. I can't keep my weight over my feet with my hips going back. Hard to explain, but I'll just keep trying. I imagine it'll work itself out eventually. If I don't face a wall when trying to squat, I know that I lean too far over my toes. I will definitely do more stretching though. My hamstrings are not REALLY tight, but they're tight enough and pull in strange ways.
I am feeling super anxious and want to leave early. It's very cloudy out and Hulky said it was raining at his work when he left (a little while ago). He said it's nice because it's warm, but I don't want to bike in any kind of rain. I'm afraid it's going to get darker out and I don't have any lights for my bike yet (I have one but I forgot it in the car). It's frustrating because it's not COMPLETELY irrational, but my only option is to suck it up because I know Hulky won't come and get me.
I don't like that I can still get so anxious about things. I feel like crying and feel more upset BECAUSE I'm upset.