Made it through the night without more snacking, but I did have a bite of one of Boyfriend's cookies. He wouldn't let me eat more than that, which I'm grateful for. He seems to be understanding now that I'm much less whiny when my eating stays on track My knee has been kind of hurting for the past couple of days, probably from eating way too much almond butter and the chicken (lots of omega-6).
My supervisor gave us the option of working from home today, since there's a lot of road clean-up going on, and schools are still closed. I emailed to say I'm working from home till about 10, then heading in. I'd prefer to be at home because I don't want to take the scooter (it's still raining and a bit windy today), but I know I'll be even more bored at home. I don't want to play Fallout New Vegas all day...okay, maybe I do. I guess one potentially good thing about all this is that the traffic might be pretty light later today. I feel really torn between being practical about work, being safe about travel, and being responsible. I can't tell what would be the smartest option at this point because I'm too clouded by my feelings (want to curl up and hide).
Boyfriend's training schedule is 4:30 PM to 12:30AM (starts next week). I can't help but feel that must be a typo! Basically, I'll only get to see him in the morning, when he's asleep and I'm leaving for work, for however long his training goes on .
I'm still terribly inactive. Moods are okay, not dipping as low as they were, but not totally stable. I suddenly got very depressed last night. Watching Lost In Translation was probably not a good idea. I was feeling so bad that just telling Boyfriend that I was feeling a bit depressed nearly made me burst into tears! I still feel kind of rocky today. Another reason why I want to stay at home. There are some things I could do remotely. It'd be kind of a pain, but I could manage it. I don't know what to do. I can't tell, from the emails sent out, how many people are working from home today, aside from a couple of the IT group.
Blah blah blah. Nothing exciting. Nothing primal.