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    Ewww human caviar...

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    Right now, my budget is $16 over-spent for the month, but the month is not over yet I have an eye exam and chiropractor appointment tomorrow. Actually, I think I would've been fine if it weren't for filling the car last night. I'm still not sure why I did that, rather than just put in about $8 (how much cash Boyfriend had on him) to get groceries. He DEFINITELY owes me apple picking now. And we should go see Looper this weekend because Bruce Willis.

    I spent $2.49/lb for chicken breasts, then remembered that the grocery store had had them for $1.99 last week. I checked this week's flyer and there's no current deal for them, so it was fine, but I need to remember to check the flyers when they come in! They usually go straight to the recycling bin. I got "all natural" chicken breasts because they were the same price as the regular store ones at BJ's. So we have some slightly healthier chicken this week =P They seem to be releasing more and more "healthy" and organic options there (still no other "healthy" meats though), which is nice to see. I know Costco generally has a better selection of those things, but I don't know what their prices are like. We'll need to renew our subscription at BJ's in November, or decide if we want to switch. Both are a pain to get to.

    Had a nice lazy evening last night. Boyfriend and I scrounged for leftovers separately (we haven't had leftovers to scrounge for in AGES, it was nice). I begrudgingly bought him a 1L container of soy sauce at BJ's ("Do they come any smaller?" "No, but at least it will last you forever, and if it doesn't, I will start bothering you about consuming too much estrogen") and a 25lb bag of white rice. Yeap. $12. I will have some of it, and we can divvy it up into smaller freezer bags and stash it in the pantry. A good investment, I think. I wonder how long it will last! After dinner, we both lounged and read on the guest bed. The kitty cuddled with us too. It was a really cozy evening.

    Sleep was a bit off, but it always is during shark week. I finished reading Zodiac, finally, and am excited to move on to the new Vampire Hunter D. Unfortunately, I think I will finish it in one night. It might be another year before the next one is translated and released! http://www.amazon.com/Cold-Days-Nove...ords=cold+days DRESDEN FILES IN NOVEMBER YESSSSS

    I am still bloated and uncomfortable today, but the cramps have subsided, thank goodness. I messaged my gyn yesterday, but she's out of the office till the 4th. I won't be able to do the hormone testing for several more weeks anyway. I hope I don't have to go in to see her to discuss this, I already know what I want.

    I am REALLY REALLY REALLY not looking forward to riding my scooter back and forth from therapy today. It's raining. It sucks enough just riding to and from work in the rain. AND I DIDN'T REMEMBER TO ASK BOYFRIEND IF THINGS WOULD DEFINITELY BE CANCELLED TODAY SO I COULD TAKE THE CAR. Definition of suck.
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    suck (sk)
    v. sucked, suck·ing, sucks
    v.tr.
    1. To draw (liquid) into the mouth by movements of the tongue and lips that create suction.
    2.
    a. To draw in by establishing a partial vacuum: a cleaning device that sucks up dirt.
    b. To draw in by or as if by a current in a fluid.
    c. To draw or pull as if by suction: teenagers who are sucked into a life of crime.
    3. To draw nourishment through or from: suck a baby bottle.
    4. To hold, moisten, or maneuver (a sweet, for example) in the mouth.
    5. Vulgar Slang To perform fellatio on.
    v.intr.
    1. To draw something in by or as if by suction: felt the drain starting to suck.
    2. To draw nourishment; suckle.
    3. To make a sound caused by suction.
    4. Vulgar Slang To be disgustingly disagreeable or offensive.
    n.
    1. The act or sound of sucking.
    2. Suction.
    3. Something drawn in by sucking.
    Phrasal Verbs:
    suck in
    To take advantage of; cheat; swindle.
    suck up Slang
    To behave obsequiously; fawn.
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    The vulgar slang definition does not have enough entries.

    One time, ages ago, somewhere on MDA, somebody told me that my rain + scooter situation was the definition of suck. I stick to it.
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    Quote Originally Posted by namelesswonder View Post
    The vulgar slang definition does not have enough entries.

    One time, ages ago, somewhere on MDA, somebody told me that my rain + scooter situation was the definition of suck. I stick to it.
    You stick to it, as if by suction. I agree, there's not enough vulgar slang definitions.
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    Heh. Heh. Stuck to the scooter by suction. Those are some strong Kegel muscles.
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    And for the post-therapy update...

    Mood on first day of period is usually the worst. Now it's day 2. Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeccccccccccckkkkkkkkkk thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

    Therapy made me sad. Not its fault, I was not in a good head-space to start with. Then I called Boyfriend to see if I could swap for the car. He called to see if practice is cancelled (I'm sure it will be, but we've taken chances with the rain before and gotten bitten in the ass for it), they said they'll know around 1 PM. I couldn't wait that long to go back to work, so I was just going to head back, but Boyfriend said to come home. I couldn't make out what he was saying exactly, so finally he just said, "Come home!" I went home, frustrated and soggy from stalling out on my way over and getting honked at/almost run over by a bus and of course the rain. He gave me a hug and then stood there staring at me. That's all he wanted. I got pissed off because I'd hoped he might just say, "Just take the car!" I tell him, "It's a real hassle trying to ride in the rain." He was clearly a bit hurt that I didn't give a shit about his hug and I told him I had hoped he was going to let me take the car. I ask him if he can lock the door behind me and he closes it with a bit more force than is necessary.

    It's trivial, it's nothing, and it's eating away at me. I took another Tryptophan. I think I'll take a GABA Calm.

    I hope the rain stops before I leave work, but I doubt it will
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    Wimmins....in a few days you'll think back and say "ya know, that was pretty sweet of him", but now you want to punch him in the solar plexus...sheesh...wimmins.
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    Yes, because then he can feel my pain!

    Haha, you are pretty right though. It's pretty fucking frustrating not having control of yourself though. If it weren't for the rain, I would have welcomed the hug invitation! But then, I also would not have wanted to take the car if it wasn't raining. I'm sure everything will be fine by the end of the day, but right now, I'm feeling massively stressed out. GABA Calm took the edge off, Tryptophan is lightening my thoughts a bit.
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    I recommend green tea and visualizing ripping his spleen out his throat.
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    Years ago, when the wifey and I were still dating, I did something insignificant and made her so mad, she was crying and yelling at me. I looked at her and said, "You're only acting like this because your thing is broken", which is my most affectionate way to say PMS/period/whatever y'all call it. It was like it was an epiphany for her, she stopped crying and was fine...I knew I had found a keeper.
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