Now that Boyfriend is doing better emotionally and he's got soccer things to keep him busy, I'm starting to feel like it's my turn to find something to do. I've got my pretty well paying job (considering my age and relatively lack of experience), and I'm not that happy with it. I'm happy that it allows me to pay my bills, all of my bills, and on time, but I am not fulfilled. I know I'm stuck with it too. Not because I have to financially support us, not anything to do with Boyfriend, but because I know I would end up unhappier if I left the job and we ended up struggling because of my decision. It's not like I dislike what I do, it's just that I'm not busy enough.