Nooo typosssss!! Fixing it momentarily.
I'm in Massachusetts, I just write about Maine a lot because my Baba is there and I've gone there a lot growing up as a result. TX to MA is still pretty far though
I don't really hide myself online. I don't know, I'm just not really afraid of it, despite everything. I'm sure he could (and maybe is) easily keeping tabs on me. He may even read my blog (here? but probably the blogger one). I use the same usernames almost everywhere. I see it as an invitation, in a way. "Want to stalk me? Here, I'll make it easy for you. See how much I give a fuck about you. Does it make you feel better to know that you scare the shit out of me?" I almost WANT him to contact me so I can flip out or try and sic Boyfriend on him (though that would be a really terrible thing to ask Boyfriend to do...knowing he would do it).
I think British could be a psychopath, easily. He is/was smart enough for it (genius level IQ and whatnot). I apparently attract the crazies. Psychotic online boyfriend, neo-nazi toolbag boyfriend, whatever-you-want boyfriend (seriously a great friend, but has NO preferences in a relationship, which is totally unsettling and not a good foundation for committment), friend-with-benefits-oh-wait-no-it's-like-we-were-dating-so-you-totes-cheated-on-me and now Boyfriend-with-pretty-dark-history-but-is-seriously-a-great-person-I-just-wish-he'd-get-help.
Thank yous for the support, as always.