Conflicted: money is a big concern right now and will continue to be for the next month or so. We will have to tell our landlady we need to cancel our lease if Boyfriend can't find a job. He has enough money set aside for June's rent, but we're screwed after that. I want to go up to see my grandmother this weekend in Maine, but that means extra money spent for tolls and groceries when we're up there. On the one hand, it could be a nice relaxing weekend, especially if we go exploring somewhere or walk on the beach. On the other hand, it's money that I wouldn't otherwise need to spend.