Decided on a change of mind. Started sleeping in nighties, and that has helped my attitude towards feeling sexy. I like how I look in them, and how they are silky and slinky in the bed.
Also went clothes shopping with DD yesterday and tried on clothes for hours. Really love how I am looking in them. I fill things out in a great way. Still want to lose some weight, but I am really happy with where I am right now.
I know it is all in my head, and years of growing up with parents who killed my self esteem. Time to reprogram how I see myself and enjoy my inner sex goddess. Plan to take a few hours each Saturday to try on clothes in different stores and enjoy my body.
Thanks for this 'sexy' thread. Made me really think about how I view myself.
Life is good!
44 F 5'5