I have been doing pretty good since I last posted something on my journal. Anyways, I didn't want to wake up early today and make breakfast. I was going to have eggs, even though 1 I don't really like eggs and 2 I don't really trust them, lol. Instead I decided to fast, against reason maybe because I read I really shouldn't. Who listens to everything they read or hear anyways? The fast lasted from 730-1200, so 4 and a half hours.
L: I had two chicken thighs and one drumstick with pickeled vegetables as a side. I can't say that I really enjoyed the meal. I am having a hard time eating lot's of food. I can never at one sitting eat more than 500 calories or so unless I have a smoothie drink which I am trying to avoid.
S: I had chicken nuggets from school and it was a weird greasy tasting meat, yuck! Anyways, I also got an orange just to be healthy and it was the most delicious gem ever! I wasn't even craving sweets...
D: I will probably have taco to mix things up. I will go to taco bell, I know it not organic or grass fed, and have a salad. If I don't get that then the default meal will be pollo tropical chicken, I really don't want to cook.
Optimus prime: My optimus prime power was a bit on the low side. I couldn't help second guessing the whole primal thing. I feel as if I am at my wits end with diets in general. I know PB isn't a diet, but I think to my self, can I go on like this forever until I die? Deep! I know, but what I get back isn's an answer but a feeling, and that feeling is doom and a bit of dread. Perhaps that is an answer. I think I may need some zinc and proper vitamin D. As someone with dark skin, I am sure I'm missing out on my D time!
I walked to the bus to go to school. That take all of 20 minutes if I walk really slow I really don't think that counts but I do work at the library and I put away the books so there is plenty of lifting of heavy things. I will probably go walking tonight, just so I can feel like I did something productive.
I am not going to quit being the primal gal that I know I am. I just have been thinking, and honestly I feel like it can be counterproductive with my brain. Definite pro's on this diet is that I am noticing that my nails are growing in faster and stronger. I don't have a huge gut everytime I finish my meal. Mental clarity is on point, even though I think I am multitasking way to much to be healthy.