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    Quote Originally Posted by canio6 View Post
    All of this makes me wonder if K is secretly hating me and plotting my demise on an internet forum somewhere...
    LOL I doubt it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by athomeontherange View Post
    been tiptoeing on the whole30 website...I am thinking this will help clean up my eating which has been horrid and I can still do UD/DD..
    Karin, I am doing I am doing W30 with ADF (3 fast days). It is working great. I hate to say it, but I am pretty convinced that both dairy and added sweeteners are a problem for me.

    I can tell that am losing weight, but I am really fighting not to weigh. It is the only part of W30 that I have stayed entirely true to so far.

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    Kymma Thank You for sharing that. I think fear is exactly why he acts this way. He often says that he doesn't want his sons to struggle the way he has.

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    I made it through the evening without a binge. I danced around my house to disco on Pandora, played with my NOOK, did my exercise and then fell into bed exhausted. Bill slept on the couch. Bummer, I got an undisturbed night of sleep for once.

    The third week of 666 body weight progressions is going well. I haven't progressed to any new exercises yet, but I am getting stronger.

    Today I will finish cleaning and organizing my classroom. My big final exam for 60 of my students is on Monday. One week until my Billy graduates.

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    Morning P

    Gotta say following your journal is a right bleedin' rollercoaster, can't really add to what's already been said, but can add support, wishes and cockeyed humour at times!

    Having a boogie to disco got to be more fun than a binge, and hopefully you're getting stronger in more ways than one?!

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    Canio, it does sort of make me wonder what evil thoughts the hubs has about me. I am willing to bet my house he isn't telling anyone about it in any way shape or form. He is a privacy freak, barely admits things to himself, and only answers exactly the question you ask so as not to give too much away! It has taken me 20 years and I still haven't cracked this nut.

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    Yeah Dave, I never hesitate to put it all out there. Thanks for taking the ride.

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    On another subject, what exactly is Fitness 666? I checked out the website about a week ago when I had a chance, but barely got a chance to look at it. Can you explain it a little more for me? I'm wanting to get back to working out. I need to kick this fat arse into shape.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Pebbles67 View Post
    A binge has often been a point of rebellion (an F U if you will) towards my husband often when I feel helpless against his anger.
    Yes. I realize it doesn't hurt anyone but me.
    For some reason, this made me wonder if, as you are getting healthier and slimmer, your husband is ratcheting up his poor behavior, to MAKE you binge, so he can control you by keeping you 'fat and helpless', so you will HAVE TO stay with him. I'm not saying he's planning it, but that his sub-concious(sp?) mind looks for opportunities to go off the wall, and he seizes them.

    Good thoughts coming your way, Pebbles. Sorry this has been such a rough week.

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    I hope your Friday is awesome, P! I thought of you over my bowl of chocolate rice cereal with rice milk this morning (remembered you'd had some rice cereal on higher cal days) and sent you happy thoughts.
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