Hey P Just catching up on your journal. Lots of ups and downs. Amazing how our moods/food/hormones can cause that isn't it? But it also seems like you have learned alot in the process. I am not sure how much comfort it is but to me when you can look back and say I learned something here then it makes it worth it. You grow, become a better person and create more opportunity to change the world around you for the better. I also know that there are times you don't give a damn about the world around you and just want your world to be good So for that time I give you a big mental hug and say you deserve it all! Don't give up on yourself!
You know all those things you have always wanted to do? You should go do them.
Nah.. I was always aware "they" were out to get me.. even before I became Primal..... Now I can just run faster if they find me-Dino Hunter
SW 215 lbs
CW 180 lbs (whole foods/primal eating)
LW 172 lbs
GW 125ish lbs