P you are awesome! Think about what you did this week...you had a lousy experience and one small food glitch, turned around and lost 4 lbs, gained an amazingly positive attitude and went back into the same situation that you faced earlier..I call that brave, courageous and just effin rockin! Whether or not you get Velma will not change that.
You know all those things you wanted to do: You should go do them.
SW 215 lbs
CW 180 lbs (whole foods/primal eating)
LW 172 lbs
GW 125ish lbs