Sometimes we are legends in our own minds...
I went to the call backs and was seriously out-gunned by women who have extreme operatic voices and are confident in auditions. I was cut within 15 minutes of arriving. I feel like a fool. I have a nice voice and I am great once I am in a show, but the audition process is hard on me. I can't believe that I actually thought I was in the running for the lead. How stupid.
I got too invested in this and am really hurting right now. I got smashed in the face by reality.
Hairspray auditions are this Friday. I may go just to try and regain some confidence.
Am I binging? You bet! I don't know if I can even face work tomorrow. Shit!