That's what we're here - friends. And, if it helps to vent it out here, and helps then with dealing with things at home, it is all for the better.
I know this is going to be unpopular, and I hope you know that I mean it in the spirit of friendship, but like Canio said, the binges have got to be your first priority (which is probably somewhat food related and somewhat stress related -- not an easy "fix"). As an overweight person, who has had to deal with health-related things before the weight could even think about coming off (PCOS, gluten/dairy), I know how frustrating it is when it seems like everyone else just gets to focus on weight loss (and it just seems to melt off of them). But, if you don't address the underlying issues, the weight loss won't stick.
I hope you have a wonderful rest of the day. Do you get tomorrow off?