I am having a lot of issues come up right now too.
Could this whole EMF thing be bigger for us than just food? Could it be a whole new way of coping with and feeling int he world?
You know, I bet your family may not even know you didn't send a card. After a death, things can be so overwhelming. I bet a card from you now would be soooo welcomed.
As for your son, does he have a therapist? All of my best friends really needed the support during their awakening, it helped them a lot. Just a thought.