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    Quote Originally Posted by ssn679doc View Post
    Some of the places we went on my last deployment were some pretty freakin hot vacation spots...... french Riviera, Monaco etc.... then there was Bahrain.... the sand suck of the world. Met some VERY nice Brit stews in a pub there... from what I remember anyway..... you know what they say about drunk sailors... tiz true!
    Something about putting him in a longboat until he is sober? I seem to recall that. Oh, and shaving with a rusty razor, but it has been a while since I sang it. The navy lost much of its charm when they did away with the rum ration and shanties

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    I have maybe 10 old handwritten journals, spanning anywhere around 15 years of my life so far. I read through a short one, once, and it was full of very depressing material. I was not in the right mindset to read it. I've read back through some old online journals (not here) from 9-10 years ago and felt enlightened for having read them. I'm not sure about any of the others. I think I'd like to see "where I came from", in terms of the way my depression progressed, but I'm also afraid of some of the more painful moments I might read about.
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    I have my old journals from middle school, high school, and early college. I generally only wrote in them after high school when the gonig got tough and I needed an outlet, before I found healthy ways to release before my breaking point. I've read through some of the old journals. I still can't read some of my darker entries without a trigger event, especially the ones around my almost suicide attempt. I see patterns, there and here. Those are usually the kick in the ass I need to get going on fixing something else.
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    My journal made me angry FOR myself rather than AT myself. This is an important change in my attitude and has resulted in my determination to do whatever it takes to stop bingeing. That is my ultimate goal even if I eat this way forever and never reach my weight goals. At least I will be a healthy fat woman.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Pebbles67 View Post
    My journal made me angry FOR myself rather than AT myself. This is an important change in my attitude and has resulted in my determination to do whatever it takes to stop bingeing. That is my ultimate goal even if I eat this way forever and never reach my weight goals. At least I will be a healthy fat woman.
    For and At, those are important distinctions. I think I could manage reading through some of those now. I know when I read through my old online journals, I was sad for my past self, but did not feel sad now. I know I need to be very far removed from events, from the passing of time, in order to read with a clear head.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Pebbles67 View Post
    My journal made me angry FOR myself rather than AT myself. This is an important change in my attitude and has resulted in my determination to do whatever it takes to stop bingeing. That is my ultimate goal even if I eat this way forever and never reach my weight goals. At least I will be a healthy fat woman.
    This is very profound. You really have changed quite a bit by that statement. So very proud of you.
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    I got rid of my old journals, while it is possible I could learn something about myself, I was afraid that if I should die suddenly my children, husband, or parents might read them and it would definitely alter their perception in a negative way. Not worth the risk.

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    Quote Originally Posted by demuralist View Post
    I got rid of my old journals, while it is possible I could learn something about myself, I was afraid that if I should die suddenly my children, husband, or parents might read them and it would definitely alter their perception in a negative way. Not worth the risk.
    This is why I don't keep handwritten journals. I live in a very nosy house.
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    This is why I write everything in code. Code being my really crappy handwriting, which no one can decipher.

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    This is why I write everything in code. Code being my really crappy handwriting, which no one can decipher.
    Me too! Maybe we both should've been doctors?
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