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    Quote Originally Posted by Pebbles67 View Post
    Seriously, I spent a lot of years, unfortunately most of my 20"s and 30's, buried in a fat suit and a crap ton of self hatred. Admitting to being a sexual being or even believing it mattered if I was happy was not even on the radar. I didn't know how to save myself. I was raised by food addicts who in the end died of diseases related to inflammation and metabolic derangement. Then I found this WOL. I guess the right conclusion to yesterday's meltdown is that I am far better off even if I never reach the "goal".

    I love who I am now (including or especially the sensual part) and will do my best not to let ongoing weight struggles steal that from me. I'm not willing to live half a life anymore.
    I love this!

    And, it was only after I accepted, learned to love myself and put health/healthy choices as my focus that I was able to "normalize" according the the dreaded machine- the scales.

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    Quote Originally Posted by naiadknight View Post
    I think you're entirely too primal for your own good, in that respect.
    Imagine what would happen if my husband became Primal too.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Pebbles67 View Post
    Imagine what would happen if my husband became Primal too.
    You might have to soundproof the bedroom.

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    Today there will be no drama and no sex talk.

    Plans: Re do the form that I deleted yesterday, decorate for xmas, do more laundry now that the dryer works.

    My in laws arrived here with my husband and son around 10 pm last night. They will be picked up by my BIL around noon. So we are just a short stopover this time. Husband and I are doing better. I plan to take Monday off to hang out with him.
    I am not currently having fun with food (bingeing).

    Have a great Saturday all.

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    I hope you have a lovely day, Paula. We will also start decorating for Christmas. I would wait a week or two, but mom and DH are ready
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    Go seize that full life, Pebbles. It is what everyone deserves. And have a nice weekend while you are at it!

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    Have a great weekend and fun with your husband on Monday

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    finished the decorations yesterday, today is the clean up.
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    My "Program": doing my version of a 4:3 - 3 day fast diet with real food every day, with a little twist of anti-inflammatory mixed in.

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    Decorated the inside of the house this weekend while my 8 yr old cracked the whip. "C'mon Keep Decorating!" He has asperger's and so needs help to do things. At one point I took a nap and woke to find that he had dragged a bunch of stuff upstairs and left it in the middle of the living room. He was able to help quite a lot this year. : )

    I visited a new church on Sunday. They have great worship bands. I really liked it. (Yes, I said church. If that seems hypocritical in light of recent posts here, then sorry. I WAS talking about sex with my husband which is allowed among Christians. I am human and may be truthful to a fault, but I am also a believer. )

    Today I am having a date with my husband. We are doing some practical things and some fun things.

    My observation was changed to Wednesday this week. I finished and sent in the paperwork that I screwed up on Friday.
    It should all work out fine.
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    No need to explain yourself to us. I'm still considering visiting the UU church in my town some Sunday, but keep psyching myself out about it.

    Have fun on your date day! Take it easy!
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