Sorry things are rough P. As for looking like a fool, hell, you're in good company. If I had a dollar for every time I jacked up this primal thing, well, I wouldn't have to dream about winning the lottery. Food is not an easy thing to overcome. If it was we'd all look like Mark or the female equivalent, and I'd never have met any of y'all. So you binged. Whoopdie fucking do. You didn't strangle a puppy or pimp slap an old lady (though some of them need it). You ate some food. People do it all the time. Hell, I ate so much fage yesterday I might as well buy stock. As you said, you have tried all kinds of combinations and there you go - for 2 years you have tried and tried and tried. You were not one of those sad sacks who posted "OMG I have done primal for 3 hours and haven't lost 42 pounds yet! WTF is wrong with this way of eating?!" You bust your (very attractive) ass and keep on trucking. Leave the forum because you are tired of looking like a fool? Please. Leave if you need a break. Leave if it make you happy. Leave if it makes it better for you. But leaving because of looking like a fool. Nope, not buying it chica. You are anything but that.
One thing though...you said you did really well your first year. What changed? I ask because I did very well until I started trying primal d'jour - resets and what have you. Straight up primal seems to work best for me.
somehow I manage to leave my intelligence and decorum at the door wherever I go. I doubt your journal will be an exception to that - not on the rug
What the F&#* is a decorum? - Mr. Anthony