Well, as we expected, I almost had to tape my mouth shut last night. I was very tired from a long day after poor sleep. I started thinking about sweets just after dinner. When I got back from the gym I was already visualizing. I was genuinely hungry so I had some almond butter, cheese and pepperoni. The cheese and pepperoni were a mistake because my joints ache today and my weight is up a bit. The good news is that it wasn't a binge and was Primal. I have one week until TOM arrives. I am determined to survive this week without a binge. If I can do it, it will indicate a huge change for me.
This evening we are doing read through of Lust N' Rust. I have no idea at this point what I am doing in the show. I will just make myself available to the director. I have been memorizing the female parts of the songs just in case.