Being Primal DOES give you that ego boost
Sarah, I'm really happy you're eating meat. I know that was a huge stumbling block for you, so it's great to see you taking that step. As to cooking it, Gathwh is right. You'll figure it out eventually. Next time it's underdone, call it "rare". Yes, even if it's underdone enough that it makes barnyard noises when you poke it. If you turn it into shoe leather, that's "well well done." Drench it in something fatty and go to town.