For some reason I seem to have a really short fuse when it comes to my family, even though I try to be laid back & calm. When I get home from work, it doesnt take much to trigger me into being completly stressed & pissed off. I think my family seems to try to walk on eggshells when I get like this, but a snow ball effect turns into an avalanche when I get backed into a corner. Of course i am always right, and nothing is ever my fault, it has to be everyone else with the problem...right? So thats how i get until the next morning when I wake up and realize that i was being unreasonable. Apparently My primal lifestyle is now being classified as "obsessive". And my family is sick of me always cooking, & creating new dishes. & planning our next meal. If i dont plan, than they would all eat crap while i have a shake. So now i have the urge to "let them eat cake". they can cook for themselves, & I wont tell them how awsome I feel & how good my latest experiment in the kitchen goes. No more telling them about my latest weight milestones, or my exersice routines.....So I guess i wont be speaking to them anymore. I think im having a mood swing as I right this.
"Don't dream it, be it"