haha guilty, but in this case it is more like an easier way of saying, "I try and comprehend the incomprehensible reconcilition of competing natural forces in an otherwise harmonious looking collective." It isn't meant to be like a, "women have stupid feelings" thing.
Dude. You take quite a few swipes at your "goddess" (your word, not mine) here
haha and whence comes this entitlement?
that's not exercise, its just torment.
women's feelings aren't to be understood just pandered to
"Ah, those endless forests, and their horror-haunted gloom! For what eternities have I wandered through them, a timid, hunted creature, starting at the least sound, frightened of my own shadow, keyed-up, ever alert and vigilant, ready on the instant to dash away in mad flight for my life. For I was the prey of all manner of fierce life that dwelt in the forest, and it was in ecstasies of fear that I fled before the hunting monsters."
Jack london, "Before Adam"