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  1. No good reason, none at all.

    I have no excuses for my emotions tonight. Nor will I attempt to make any. They've simply been set adrift on the sea of my life and I seem to have no control over any of them. The rose colored...
  2. The Tell Tale Heart

    My head is absolutely pounding. Pounding so hard that I can hear my heart beating in my temples. Not at all like Poe's wonderful short story because I'm not a mad man nor am I committing murders,...
  3. Oh poopy doopy doo

    Yeh, that's me. Poopy attitude. And, yes, I know that I'm always saying that attitude is everything. It is. Mine is lameness personified and I have no intention of apologizing for it. Or anything...
  4. Never let them see you sweat, er, perspire...um glow.

    I never let people see me sweat (metaphorically, because I am a sweaty fool at the gym). Still, I'm always gob smacked when people tell me that the first thing they notice about me is my quiet...
  5. Scattered energies

    I'll be damned if I can keep my focus on anything of late. Today especially. I'm still on point, still kicking ass and taking names (to quote my Pop) but scattered. This means that I'm being...
  6. The fun house mirror

    Ok, I've never confessed this before to anyone but I'm in the mood tonight so I'd better do it quickly before I change my mind. I have a wee bit of body dysmorphia. Nothing too crazy and only...
  7. View Post

    My tushy hurts. I seem to have pulled a muscle deep in the meaty center of my bootay. Either squatting or lunging today. A sharp stinging sort of throbbing when I walk up or down stairs, sit or get...
  8. Yep, all about staying strong and staying...

    Yep, all about staying strong and staying positive. A bobble now and then is just part of life!
  9. Two steps back, one step forward

    Nothing is linear in life especially progress. Well, maybe time is linear but according to Kurt Vonnegut's novel, "Slaughterhouse Five," life and time are anything BUT...eh, I digress. Anyhoo, I seem...
  10. And some things stay the same

    I wouldn't be me without the whole black and white thingy. If you've read the rest of this journal you know that there is no middle ground with me. I either don't work out or work out like a crazy...
  11. Ahhhhh, now that made me smile. Thanks for that....

    Ahhhhh, now that made me smile. Thanks for that. :D
  12. Relinquishing...

    I've never been the girl who easily relinquishes control. I'm either too type A to do so or nervous about events not panning out the way I'd like. And, I always seem to think that close examination...
  13. Chasing my tail

    Dogs chase their tails and seldom catch them. Round and round they go, determined as all get out. To no avail. That is how I feel right now. Seems like there are so many topics in my life that I've...
  14. Tickity tock

    I've been cursed with insomnia my entire life. It's not as though I'm up worrying at night, I simply have too many thoughts whirring around in my head. There's a mental disconnect when I try to turn...
  15. We interrupt our regularly scheduled programming...

    Los Angeles is a city of homeless people. They're everywhere. Most freeway on and off ramps have one or two homeless people holding signs, asking for money. Some signs are clever, some are just gut...
  16. The wee bump in the road

    There are always going to be bumps in my path. I guess success in life just hinges on one's attitude when navigating the bumps. Over, around, whatever. I hit a bit of a bump yesterday and am still a...
  17. The saboteurs...

    Why the hell is everyone trying to sabotage me!? First, my friend with dessert last Saturday night, then my old boyfriend and the corn dog. Today's saboteur was my boss. If I were going to cheat,...
  18. I was rather fond of them when I was 6 years old...

    I was rather fond of them when I was 6 years old but my parents wouldn't let me have them!!! They're probably full of even more garbage now!
  19. The corn dog, wonder, and me...

    Who eats corn dogs? Small kids and people who have no clue or don't care what they consume. Or...ex lovers, it would seem.

    I visited my first serious boyfriend today. I've spoken of him in this...
  20. The gentle tristesse and daydreams on Sundays

    The day's intentions slipped out from under me and I simply surrendered to having fun throughout. And, was successful. I've only just now awakened from a surprise nap that snuck up on me and I feel a...
  21. The one in which Grokalicious gets her ass kicked...

    Oh ye of little faith (me). Complacency made me believe that today's session with the personal trainer would be easy, borderline boring and a complete waste of time. Not so. I got my ass kicked...
  22. All's well that ends well

    I always seek a happy ending and expect life to work itself out somehow no matter what. And, it has. I had an email from the Frenchman the same night I posted last. I even responded and then awakened...
  23. Poof! The 90 day wonder of dating...

    The Frenchman has gone "poof!". It is what it is, non? Without rehashing the whole thing, let's just say that I had a text at 10 PM last night from him saying not nearly enough in explanation. I...
  24. The incredible thinness of being...

    I'm very slender again and attribute it fully to sticking to my primal plan. This way of eating works for me, although I did struggle way back when I began in earnest. For anyone just starting with...
  25. Oh boooo frickin' hoo

    I'm off. Just not clicking with anyone. Mopey, melancholic, sniveling. Did I mention grumpy? Today, I was like some multiple personality/dysfunctionally named version of the Seven Dwarves all wrapped...
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