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  1. Ummm....I have no food phobias at all. I have a...

    Ummm....I have no food phobias at all. I have a restrictive eating disorder called anorexia, it's a mental illness based around food. I'm not scared of food, but I do have an unhealthy relationship...
  2. Thanks for your thoughts Omni. The thing with the...

    Thanks for your thoughts Omni. The thing with the smoothies is that I'm trying to listen to my body, and this is what it says I need. I actually like the drinking of the food rather than eating it,...
  3. No, it really, really does not. That is why I...

    No, it really, really does not. That is why I opened the thread.
  4. Thanks Cierra, I would appreciate your input as I...

    Thanks Cierra, I would appreciate your input as I know you have good experience.

    1.I wake at 4.45am so I can have time to journal and do my recovery readings and meditation before my children wake...
  5. Thanks Z0oom. I only added the smoothies in the...

    Thanks Z0oom. I only added the smoothies in the past couple of weeks because I have been craving them. I can see the risk of blood sugar spiking, but with our without the smoothie, with or without...
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    They have them in Harris Farm in Sydney, I saw...

    They have them in Harris Farm in Sydney, I saw them last week. Gone this week though.
  7. Trying to eat 3 meals a day, but breakfast sets up a binge

    I am trying to recover from a restrictive eating disorder. I am well aware of the stressors involved with IFing and I am trying to stop. I have got used to missing breakfast even though I am always...
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    Oh yes, I think restrictive eating disorders and...

    Oh yes, I think restrictive eating disorders and obsession are one and the same. Great progress with your diet by the way, very impressive.

    Do you know much about ortharexia? Have a google. It...
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    Zach, what about all the sugar in the juice and...

    Zach, what about all the sugar in the juice and fruit? If I eat any sugar in any form I can feel an outbreak. I'm suffering at the moment and have given up. Do you have any useful links? I'm at the...
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    No, I don't think it's okay to fast tomorrow :( ...

    No, I don't think it's okay to fast tomorrow :(

    I hear you justifying it as a great idea, and you're asking so you have doubts. At this stage, after doing so fabulously well, doubt is something...
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    The Recovery Elves took it. I see this as a good...

    The Recovery Elves took it. I see this as a good thing, the Universe is quietly looking after you. :D ... Shift+R improves the quality of this image. CTRL+F5 reloads the whole page.
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    I tried Vitex for 6 months, a fairly hefty dose,...

    I tried Vitex for 6 months, a fairly hefty dose, which worked at first but symptoms persisted. I've been taking another herbal supplement called Progestalift by Orthaplex. It has to be prescribed by...
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    I struggle with trigger foods too, but I don't...

    I struggle with trigger foods too, but I don't know if it's all in my head or not?! Nuts, dried fruit or in fact anything sugary. Yesterday I had a smoothie with sugar in then spent the rest of the...
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    All I saw was yoni. Then I saw the love heart....

    All I saw was yoni. Then I saw the love heart. Made it even more beautiful I reckon.
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    It absolutely isn't you at all, certainly not...

    It absolutely isn't you at all, certainly not from a physical perspective. Have you considered the energy you might be putting out about yourself and have perhaps attracted men who can't perform in...
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    YB, your cortisol was high, so your estrogen...

    YB, your cortisol was high, so your estrogen could be raised from stress as well. Mine is high too and always has been, from a Mind/Body perspective meditation is a valid way of lowering it for me,...
  17. Your post could have been written by me. I feel...

    Your post could have been written by me. I feel for you but it sounds as though you have hope and are wiling to change things for yourself. The best thing you could take right now is a daily dose of...
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    Interesting and insightful test results YB....

    Interesting and insightful test results YB. Cortisol is high, but I think you're on the right track in dealing with that, there isn't much to be done except meditate and keep calm at all costs (ha!)....
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    That's interesting about chocolate and magnesium,...

    That's interesting about chocolate and magnesium, I didn't know. Funnily enough, the other day I was thinking about how chocolate is of no interest to me now whatsoever (choc biscuits or choc cake a...
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    Like. Totally. Wow. That is peace with food.

    Like. Totally. Wow. That is peace with food.
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    Is that you playing the piano as well? Is there...

    Is that you playing the piano as well? Is there anything you can't do?!

    Today I held you in mind and said a big and unexpected Fuck It to restricting. I have had two huge meals so far and just for...
  22. Wow, I have this too and it's become noticeably...

    Wow, I have this too and it's become noticeably worse since taking a progesterone booster a few weeks ago, I didn't know about the correlation. Mine started after my first pregnancy with what looks...
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    Yes! Because it's not about the food really - is...

    Yes! Because it's not about the food really - is it? Food is not the enemy, nor is it going to fix or save me.

    I have been vey aware of my potential for orthorexia since starting this woe, but in...
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    Exactly. I think recovery involves such flux,...

    Exactly. I think recovery involves such flux, that instead of trying to fix every new change, I need to simply sit in the change and acknowledge it.
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    Aaahhh....I miss England. In a river :)

    Aaahhh....I miss England. In a river :)
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