how is it friday again already
i need entertainment that doesn't cost money
i have books i don't want to read. movies i don't want to watch. cleaning i don't want to do. dogs i don't want to teach to roll over and play dead.
avocado, bacon and cooked sweet potato slices rolled in a lettuce leaf isn't too shabby
[QUOTE=bloodorchid;1249976]i need entertainment that doesn't cost money
i have books i don't want to read. movies i don't want to watch. cleaning i don't want to do. dogs i don't want to teach to roll over and play dead.[/QUOTE]
You could watch the Tan Mom music video.
When I'm in that mood, I read DListed. Snark always cheers me up.
i went there and through the magic of link following i found this
goo. all goo. this is church recipe book food live and in person. thank you gay panda, you're the best
i layed out in the sun for a while. then i fell asleep for about an hour and a half. then i made more bacon avo lettuce wraps and zucchini roll ups with sour cream/parsley/chopped black olives. not too shabby for a pinterest food.
i'm tired. and my hands are bacony. and i just chewed skin off my lip. and that wasn't a smart idea.
how did i miss this movie
i couldn't sleep last night but not for not being sleepy. i was sleepy.
so this morning the boys and i did some bodyweight exercises in the rising sun and pruned plants and they got brushed. as usual, all of bear and half of cookie and none of waka got brushed at the same time. their adhd flares and my impatience declares it good
i had cramps in the night. 'period? is it period time? are we having our... ow my uterus... period now?' but as it was ow, and my body was already ow, i took a pain pill and waited. i'm kind of looking forward to my lady time. but nothing happened except my stomach getting sore. bah. HUMBUG!.
my eyes are twitching. i'm tired.
now there's fake himalayan salt? are you kidding me? ffs. the sht people do for greed gets on my damn nerves.
enjoy it while it lasts, assholes. when i get old and die i'm coming for your asses.
i hate having to sift through mounds of words to find what i want
food is still on track. i should probably shower and wash my hair but it's sunday so who am i trying to impress.
My docs have switched up my meds a bit to tramadol/hydroxyzine combo at night for pain/sleeplessness/anxiety.
I like it.
I was resisting meds for a long time.
And now I'm all... f that. Pills.
And I sleep.
No more of that, I'm soooo tired but sleep is just... over... there... notfuckinghappening... again, and again, and again.
I only had to learn once what more than a couple of sleepless days does. I once waited just under two months of horrible sleep from a combination of an acute stressor plus the peak of menopause hot flashes. By the time I went to the doc, I was practically in tears all the time. One gave me low dose trazodone, and the other gave me low dose HRT. I started feeling better after the first night's sleep.
[I]:::singing lullaby to bloodorchid:::[/I]
hahaha i actually have my own lullaby thanks to bay
he hasn't played it in a while for me though *pointed look towards his house*
i like drugs. drugs are good. i'll try benadryl and if that doesn't work then i'll just cry like a baby with twitchy eyelids til i get more drugs
I had been eating benedryl like little pink candies... and still not sleeping.
And self medicating drinking the nyquils.
It was time to give in and see the docs for some real medicine.
Drinking the nyquils for sleeps is not a healthy habit I thinks.
It's probably time to see the head shrinkers again.
But do I care enough?
I hate those ppl too.