I have chosen to eat well today. Thanks for all the love. The kicker. I lost 1.5 lbs over night and am at a new low weight (218). Score one for the carb refeed crowd. I'll have to think more on that later.
I am listening to the soundtrack of "Hairspray" I will watch the movie too. I have an up beat audition song ready. My 15yr old son stayed home with me today. His Dad insisted that I needed company. This is the boy who was in Willy Wonka with me. He is planning on auditioning for "Hairspray" with me on Friday, just for practice and moral support. Bill and Billy are in NYC at the Daily Show. Poor Kevin had to go to school for state testing.
I am beginning to feel better and see the positives. Yes, it is impressive that I got a call back against that competition. The J & H theater was very far and I didn't know the people I would be working with. If I don't get a role in Hairspray then I can have a straight up acting gig with Coach House in the next production. The director told me to come to auditions if the "people at Rhinebeck are idiots". lol
That's so sweet that your son stayed home (and that hubby insisted). I think it will be great for both of you to do the audition together!
Well that was thoughtful!
Hope you two get to do something fun together today.
points to hubby for being so sensitive to your needs! :)
Wt 215.8 down 2 more. Only six from my Primal low.
Honestly, however, I can't claim that weight yet because I basically did a fat fast, down day. My intake yesterday was 4 cups of coffee with a total of 8 tbsp of heavy cream. Under 500 cals.
I just didn't feel like eating. I certainly had enough sugar in my system from the day before.
Today I will eat my regular lchf plan.
My head is back on straight. I have a more realistic view of what happened. It really says nothing about my talent, just about my training and experience. I did make the classic Facebook mistake of posting something that was not yet a reality. I posted that the first audition went well and that I was called back. While essentially true, my failure in the end caused me to have to admit that I got creamed at call backs.
I am preparing for the "Hairspray" auditions, but trying not to have any expectations. I am concerned that the popularity of the show may bring people out of the woodwork. On the plus side, I am known by them as a great comedic actress, so my chances are good.
Tomorrow I will tell you guys about the Kingston HS All Star rock band...
Alright. Enough of my drama! I hope everyone is doing well. I have been reading journals, but only posting if I had something valuable to say.
Congrats on your speedy recovery. Honestly there is no shame in what you did, and "failure" is generally the only way we learn-it keeps us from becoming complacent.
psh.. the facebook item was nothing. It was true and being called back is something to be proud of and share.
Wt. 215.8 same. I hereby claim this new low!
Well interesting. Now I know why I totally crashed emotionally on Monday. Last night my husband asked when TTOM was due. I looked at the calendar and it is due within the next three days. It is PMS week and I didn't even know even though I felt a little "off" and tired yesterday.
Hopefully, I can get through the rest of the week gracefully and not be too bitchy. I feel that underlying over-sensitivity this morning.
This month, my PMS symptoms are much less strong. I have been taking a supplement called "Change O' Life" for the last month. I think is is helping even out my hormones.
YEAH for a new low! That is fantastic!!
Another thing to be celebrating is an improvement of TOM this month. I am for whatever helps the hormones! I see a sensitive hubs wanting seeing when the difficult time of the month for you is. :)
Congrats on the new low.... and in the face of your Aunt's visit too.... doubly awesome.