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I knew it. I Gained 2.5 lbs this week. Even so, I am going to stick with this plan until next weekend. The way I see it, the only thing I can do is drop dairy and artificial sweeteners and I am not ready to do that during PMS week.
Did some major work in Mom's old apartment in the basement yesterday and will continue that today. I will also go to church. This will be the third time in the last month. Haven't gone much since Mom died.
Hey Paula, just popping in to say 'hi' and send you hugs. I'm REALLY behind on all the posts from the last 2 weeks. Hang in there during PMS week...you CAN do this.
How is the basement looking? I know that's hard for you, working there. Is it starting to lose the feeling of being her space?
Her old bedroom is now a study / tv-game room for the boys. We put desks & two big bookshelves down there for books on art, writing & history. There is also a day bed for guests. My youngest asked, "Can Nana come back now?" It has been hard, but good for us too. I now have much more room in my dining room since the bookshelves have moved downstairs.
[QUOTE=Pebbles67;973529] My youngest asked, "Can Nana come back now?" [/QUOTE]
This must have been hard!
Kevin, our 8 yr old son has been hanging out down there for hours this weekend He put one of his blankets and some toys on the day bed and has brought down several of his favorite videos. I just brought him upstairs for dinner and reminded him that he lives upstairs. : ) I'm glad he likes it, but we may have to limit access.
2 poor eating days which is not surprising considering it is PMS week and the anniversary of my Mom's death is coming up on Wednesday.
I'm back on the wagon today.
I've been thinking a lot about the Prozac. I started it so that I could stop binging and continue to lose weight. Since I started it, I have done nothing but continue binging and gaining weight. I am going to wean off Prozac and then drop it all together. I am supposed to stop it at this point in my cycle anyway, so I will just not pick it back up in 14 days.
Mom, I can't believe it has been a year. We've gone through all the milestones without you, holidays, birthdays, events...
I miss our conversations and the laughter, but most of all, the singing.
Thinking of you today, Pebbles.
Hugs, Paula.