People like quelson, lotusberries, & spubba here are such an inspiration. Many people would have given up on life by this point, but you refuse to quit even in the face of regular ridicule & failure, even from the people here who should be supporting you.
WE ARE ALL BROKEN IN DIFFERENT WAYS. Some people get fat b/c of SAD; some people get MS; some people die. Why do we only make fun of the ones whose brokenness reveals itself as excess adipose tissue?
That itself is a "CW fail" attitude that needs to disappear here.