I went shopping today and bought rib eyes (favorite!), salmon, chicken thighs and a pork roast. I have meals for the next 4 days planned out. I ate a lot more protein today than I've eaten in the past few days and I feel full. Over all, I've eaten far less than I've eaten in the past few days and I still feel full. That is a sign I've been doing it all wrong and pretending I was doing it right.
It really isn't about the numbers on the scale or it really shouldn't be. I guess I toss out that 115 because I know that is how much I weighed when I felt the best. I was feeling 'thick' and lethargic yesterday so i decided to weigh myself and saw the 120 number. I weighed myself when I started PB so I knew I had gained a few pounds. It is only 3-5lbs, but the physical feeling (even before i knew how much i weighed) is much worse!