I am planning to speak to him about my feelings this weekend. I want him to know that I am experiencing fear. I also plan to say that when he discusses leaving his job without having a new one after all we have gone through together in the financial department, that I am gobsmacked. That the thought that his anger towards his boss and a coworker is more important than the pain and hardship such a decision would make on our life and me, his loving and supportive wife, cuts me to the core.
I cannot be his therapist because this issue in particular triggers a lot of emotions that I have spent YEARS of our marriage in therapy for myself. It is time for him to find a therapist, a resume writer, and a recruiter. I have played all of these roles and it has depleted my energy.
I am calmer today. I can only discuss my feelings, make a few recommendations and be supportive. He must develop his personal path himself.
Saw 228 this morning,k would love for it to stick since I have been yo-yoing 229-233. Just have to keep on the course.