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  • #76
    that's a lot for a kid to deal with. i don't know if you didn't finish the story because you were cut off, or because you didn't want to continue, but i appreciate you sharing.
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    • #77
      Originally posted by Saoirse View Post
      that's a lot for a kid to deal with. i don't know if you didn't finish the story because you were cut off, or because you didn't want to continue, but i appreciate you sharing.
      I accidentally hit 'submit' instead of 'advanced'... it's longer and more crappily written now.
      Here's something nice to follow it.
      Makes me think of husband... I love him because I know I can trust him. And that is truly huge, its everything.


      Here in American Nena is known for exactly ONE song from back in what... 1984? -99 Luftballoons (red balloons)
      But IMO she is pretty cool...
      Last edited by cori93437; 06-01-2012, 12:06 AM.
      “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
      ~Friedrich Nietzsche
      And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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      • #78
        I'ma listen to that song after therapy, too lazy for earbuds right now. You guys say I'm brave, sometimes, for talking about what I've put myself through, but when I read these stories, I just don't understand how! Anyone who can live through that is brave in my eyes, and more besides. I can't really articulate how this makes me feel or how amazing I think you are. But thank you.
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        • #79
          Have some coconut oil.

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          • #80
            Originally posted by fiercehunter View Post
            Have some coconut oil.
            You are not welcome here. GFYS.
            “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
            ~Friedrich Nietzsche
            And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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            • #81
              Tomorrow I think will be Part 1 of my "Primal Journey"
              ... or at least Part 1 of "Feet First" portion of the Journey.

              For now... two songs the husband and I have actually held hands during in public!
              Racy stuff indeed!
              (During the Sting Symphonicity tour concertin South Palm)


              “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
              ~Friedrich Nietzsche
              And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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              • #82
                i read your complete story, thank you for sharing. i honestly have nothing to say in response, kind of speechless. but i'm really impressed that you're able to have the life you have (which, from my vantage point, seems to be a fairly happy one) considering all you've been through. i can only guess that that took a lot of work on your part.

                holding hands, aww cute!
                my primal journal:
                http://www.marksdailyapple.com/forum...Primal-Journal

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                • #83
                  I fully admit that I'm a bit damaged... but isn't everyone in some way? *shrug*
                  For me it's all about letting go and owning my part in some of the nastiness ... as in I'm not a 'victim'.
                  It's an amazing thing to achieve. It feels amazing when you manage it, and I see people who have less to be bitter about who seem to never manage to let go... but yes it took quite a lot of work from me and patience from husband.

                  And yes I'm happy. Very happy actually... sometimes I wonder at it and look around for someone to pull the rug out, but mostly I enjoy it.
                  There are little things... but everyone has those, we all eventually miss our mothers and such.

                  We don't do holding hands or any sort of 'sappy' lovey dovey stuff much. Almost never.
                  Mostly we do silly. We cut up together a lot... I dare say we don't much act like we're almost 40 and have been together almost 15 years much of the time.
                  Yesterday in Lowe's I was teasing him about something and was telling him to kiss my butt... and I made kissy face at him...
                  So he suddenly grabs me and goes full on kissing me, tongue and everything, for all of 3 seconds... then just lets go and walks away. And I'm trying not to pee myself laughing.
                  “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
                  ~Friedrich Nietzsche
                  And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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                  • #84
                    lol. my husband likes to attack me with tickles. sometimes i like it, sometimes not so much. but i always appreciate his playfulness. i know i gripe about him, but of course venting is never the full picture. he also likes to randomly grab my ass in public; usually surprises me because i always have a million things gong on in my mind.
                    my primal journal:
                    http://www.marksdailyapple.com/forum...Primal-Journal

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                    • #85
                      LOL... when husband was on crutches a month or so ago... we were out with some friends and he dropped his keys.
                      Not thinking at all I automatically bent over to pick them up and he was sort of in font of me to the left...
                      And he very gently laid his hand on the back of my head and grinned!

                      And... yeah. LAWLS and OMGS all around.
                      I'd have kicked him but he was on crutches already.

                      I've said more than once that I married my husband because he made me laugh every day.
                      And he still does.
                      Humor is way underrated by most people.
                      “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
                      ~Friedrich Nietzsche
                      And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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                      • #86
                        you set yourself up for that one. i think i would've looked up at him with googly eyes and pushed against my cheek with my tongue.

                        *edit*

                        durr i think i visualized that wrong. lol. still funny.
                        my primal journal:
                        http://www.marksdailyapple.com/forum...Primal-Journal

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                        • #87
                          He set me up... I was chatting away and he dropped the keys on purpose...
                          I was being obliviously nice and picked them up on automatic.
                          “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
                          ~Friedrich Nietzsche
                          And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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                          • #88
                            he got ya! cute.

                            well little lady i don't know what you're doing up at this hour, but it's time for me to nod off. good night!
                            my primal journal:
                            http://www.marksdailyapple.com/forum...Primal-Journal

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                            • #89
                              Me too...
                              My excuse is IMSOMNIAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
                              I don't sleep enough, but I also can't go to sleep.

                              I sleep like 5-6 hours and that's it and I'm really tired... but I can't go to sleep even if I lay in bed for hours.
                              Bleh.
                              I hate the -somnia...

                              Maybe I'll find something to fix it... I can't remember if that's a 5HTP thing or what.
                              I know I tried melatonin before and it makes my nightmares WAY worse. None of that.
                              Tomorrow...
                              “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
                              ~Friedrich Nietzsche
                              And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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                              • #90
                                5-HTP usually helps with sleep, from what I've read. Some people apparently take it in the daytime because it doesn't, but I nearly fell asleep at work the one time I did that. If your serotonin levels are hunky dory however, it probably would mess up your sleep.

                                I'm going to try to get Boyfriend to take Melatonin because I think it would help him feel sleepy enough to go to bed at a reasonable time despite usually feeling insta-depressed and not wanting to sleep as soon as his head hits the pillow. I would suggest 5-HTP to him, but I'm not comfortable fiddling with his chemistry that much heh.
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