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  • I hope your massage is AWESOME!

    Here, have a cat:


    This was you waking up this morning:


    Waiting for your massage:


    This is how you might feel at your massage:


    How you might feel afterwards:
    Depression Lies

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    • All teh kettehs...

      And I so did not wake up like that.
      I woke up frequently throughout the night with crappy ass nightmares and disturbed sleep.
      And was all ~bleeeerrrrg~ this morning... and cruddy puffy eyes to boot.


      I'm pedicuring myself.
      I really like it when I can use polishes that match my mood.
      A couple of weeks ago I had used an orange-y base and a coppery, multicolor, holographic glitter over the top, and that needed to come off a few days ago... so they've been bare a few days, which I don't normally do but I suppose it's good to give them a breather on occasion anyway.

      So, today it's Spoiled 'Distant Memory' which is a creamy deep jade green with a slight pearly blue sheen(but the sheen makes it a satin on the nail). Which doesn't matter at all because I'm tossing a few coats of Pure Ice 'Watch Me Go', a teal and green micro glitter on top of it.
      Bam... nice bright teal/green toe nails.
      Bright ass toes make me kinda happy. Especially if they sparkle.
      It's the little things that keep the world going.

      Also these things belong here, because when I'm really in the feels Sting is what does it for me like no other. My first musical love affair... and still... and always I suspect.




      In order these may tell a story of sorts, because I relate to things like that better most of the time.
      “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
      ~Friedrich Nietzsche
      And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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      • I went out for my massage and it was good, because massages are good.
        And because I've been going to my massage therapist for a good long time now and we talk...
        So I talked. And it helped some.

        And then I went and got in my car and I was all... I'm not sure I want to go home.
        I'm really good at this one.
        When things get stressful like this I want to runnnnnnnnnn.

        I just wanted to drive somewhere, anywhere. Away.

        And it reminded me of this awful blast from the past.

        Gods bless the music that wasn't hair metal for saving me from having to hear this stuff all the damned time back then.
        Pink Floyd and such saved my life!
        “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
        ~Friedrich Nietzsche
        And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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        • I find that sometimes a good drunk and a hangover can give me clarity. I hope yours helped.

          *hugs*
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          • Originally posted by cori93437 View Post
            I cry in a silent rolling of stupid silent tears and I stop and and then they suddenly appear again.
            I want another drink... I wish I would puke.
            knowing that you are that sad makes me get sad and I don't like to be sad. so I hope you can get un-sad real soon, bro.
            The Champagne of Beards

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            • I did massage for a bit because, you know, I'm old so I've tried a lot of stuff to find the one thing... Still haven't found it.

              Anyway, men and women are different clients to be sure. Some men fall asleep during a massage, but I never had a woman client do so. Some men get boners and then get all embarrassed. Don't worry guys. We're not repulsed or freaked out in any way. I had a male client who had never had his hands worked on. He moaned and loved it so much that when I was finished, one of my coworkers, who had heard from outside the room jokingly asked if I'd given him a happy ending. LOL.

              Women often talk. I like women's bodies if only because they are smaller - even heavy women. They're also not hairy generally, so I don't have to grease them up too much, which helps with controlling pressure. And they talk. And when they talk, the tension often leaves them as much for the talking as for the massage. They also tell you if you're going too deep or not deep enough. I like direction because we are all special snow flakes.

              Of all the jobs/professions I've ever had, massage therapy wasn't one that sucked. Glad you had a good one.

              And after 15 days of sobriety, I drank. And it was good. I hope it was good for you also.

              Smooches.
              "Right is right, even if no one is doing it; wrong is wrong, even if everyone is doing it." - St. Augustine

              B*tch-lite

              Who says back fat is a bad thing? Maybe on a hairy guy at the beach, but not on a crab.

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              • I often wonder if the deisre to flee problems is genetic. My mother did that often when we were small. I get the urge to run myself, but do all I can to control it. It seems linked to being too strong for too long. Even concrete breaks under enough compression. It seems, sometimes, that release caused by others can help fend off the hot feet, but even then, the urge is still there, it's just buried again.
                I hope you get the answers and release you need, honey. Even the strongest material snaps under repetitive stress and long loads.
                Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, steak in one hand, chocolate in the other, yelling "Holy F***, What a Ride!"
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                • I hope you're feeling better soon, Cori. Hugs.

                  And that zombie clip... yeah, totally has me in a weird place in my head right now. I tend not to watch zombie stuff - never got into it - but when things involve young kids like that, it takes me to a weird place. So, I guess I hope we're both in a happier place in our heads soon. Hugs.
                  Primal since March 5, 2012
                  SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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                  • Note to self...no watching the zombie clip.
                    Primal since 9/24/2010
                    "Our greatest foes, and whom we must chiefly combat, are within." Miguel de Cervantes

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                    • Originally posted by Pebbles67 View Post
                      Note to self...no watching the zombie clip.




                      *psssstttt* weird but happy ending
                      “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
                      ~Friedrich Nietzsche
                      And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.

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                      • Originally posted by Pebbles67 View Post
                        Note to self...no watching the zombie clip.
                        I'm not a zombie person at all, but it's a great one. It's got, you know, a thinking story.
                        http://cattaillady.com/ My blog exploring the beginning stages of learning how to homestead. With the occasional rant.

                        Originally Posted by TheFastCat: Less is more more or less

                        And now I have an Etsy store: CattailsandCalendula

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                        • baby got et
                          beautiful
                          yeah you are

                          Baby if you time travel back far enough you can avoid that work because the dust won't be there. You're too pretty to be working that hard.
                          lol

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                          • That zombie short gave me all sorts of weird feels. Got a little snippy with my fella later and couldn't bring myself to tell him it was leftover feels from a video clip I watched on the MDA forums while I was supposed to be working.

                            Cori, I really really hope things smooth out for you soon.

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                            • The zombie clip had lasting effects for me as well - well into the evening. I think it has something to do with the fatherly love and the "good guy" (the zombie dad) getting waxed, even though it was necessary for everyone's survival. And maybe the humans' remorse after the fact.
                              Primal since March 5, 2012
                              SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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                              • I was all, "oh good, he got her to safety ...but...but...she's an orphan now ."

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