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  • Sorry. Took today off work and I don't get on here much over the weekend. Took my Bearz to preschool for her first day today. She was super cute. I'll post pics tomorrow.

    Been eating like crap so I'm super lethargic, fat, bloated, etc... not feeling on top of my game to say the least.

    Watching WWE with hunny. Randy Orton's belly is just oh so nice to look at. I wanna run my fingers down his body. lol See why?

    Orton.png

    Yum. If I could get Brad anywhere CLOSE to this our sex life would probably wear him out! Yum yum yum! lol

    Ok, I'm out. Peace!
    Primal since March 5, 2012
    SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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    • lol. Oh hubba hubba!!!! He's definitely yummy.

      I'm trying not to get in the mindset of eating whatever I want before I start my whole30. It's hard!!!! My brain keeps saying "eat this!! eat that" before next week! lol
      Goal: Don't worry be happy!

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      • Brad's been sick since Thursday night. He was off Friday and Saturday, scheduled to work (double time) on Sunday, and then all this week. He called in sick Sunday, yesterday and today. He's been taking a lot of time off work lately (he's got the vacation for it, but....) and I'm getting worried about what his employer must be thinking about his work ethic and dependability. I wish he'd stop taking so much time off. I told him I was going to make him an appointment with a doctor to get documentation for his last three missed days, and he told me he doesn't need documentation and not to make him an appointment. I'm so worried about them firing him for not coming to work. He might have 4 weeks of vacation available to him, but he also has a job to do and if he's going to take so much time off work and not do his job, they'll find someone else to do it. We can't afford that. I wish he'd worry about this more than he is. I should also point out he's got all of next week off - scheduled vacation. It just looks bad that he's taken so much time off work recently - especially since all his missed work seems to be around scheduled vacation days - like he's trying to extend his vacation and whatnot. And then he refused to travel to California last week to test a machine that the company wanted to buy b/c the builders kept pushing the date back b/c they weren't ready for it to be tested. Brad told them to find someone else to fly out there to test it b/c he was tired of the date changing all the time.

        I know that each employer is different, but where I work, you don't make the demands. They do. They hire you to do a job and you do it. If you refuse to do it, you might want to consider reviewing your resume. I just feel like he's taking too many liberties and eventually they will get ticked off by it and tell him to pound sand. I guess, that's not completely accurate... where I work they'd pull you into the office and ask what's going on and give an informal counceling reminding you that you have a job to do and need to come to work. Shit, I worry if I miss an hour or two more than once a week and feel like I'm not doing my job.

        We're "discussing" it via text right now. He says he didn't refuse to travel - asked that they find someone else to go in his place and they did. He also says he's going to cancel the last two days of his vacation for next week and go to work.

        I'm still not comfortable with this, but I guess I should trust him that when he says everything is fine, it's fine right?

        For what it's worth, there's no denying he's actually sick. He hasn't moved from the couch for 3 days - not even to work on the race car. He passed up double time (which is roughly $54 an hour), and he said he felt so poorly Saturday night that he didn't even want to race - but did b/c he didn't want to let his sponsors down (why can't he have that kind of ethic toward his employer??). Anyhow, that's my worry for the time being...
        Primal since March 5, 2012
        SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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        • I'm feeling rather exhausted today. Not sure if it's sickness working its way into my body, the poor food choices of the last week/weekend, or lack of sleep. I thought I slept well lsat night - didn't wake up to Brad snorning, fell asleep quickly, and seemed to have slept all night. But here I sit, yawning til my eyes water, fantasizing about sleep.
          Primal since March 5, 2012
          SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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          • You're under a lot of stress right now Jenn...with worrying about Brad's job & him being sick. So it's no wonder you're feeling the way you do. Be gentle with yourself. (((Hugs)))
            Goal: Don't worry be happy!

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            • ^Agreed.
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              • My head hurts. Feels sinus related, which is bothersome b/c Brad's illness started with the headache. The difference between him and me is that I will tough it out and likely come to work...
                Primal since March 5, 2012
                SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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                • Time for some KE tea?
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                  • Probably so... And I have some at work, so maybe I'll brew some up. Thanks for the reminder!
                    Primal since March 5, 2012
                    SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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                    • It's funny. The first second I read that, KE triggered Furlough in my head b/c KE is the furlough code on the time keeping system. lol
                      Primal since March 5, 2012
                      SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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                      • Oh my... KE tea... deliciousness.
                        Primal since March 5, 2012
                        SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)



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                        • Originally posted by jenn26point2 View Post
                          It's funny. The first second I read that, KE triggered Furlough in my head b/c KE is the furlough code on the time keeping system. lol
                          ROFL Jenn, I thought the same thing.

                          Especially as I don't have a clue what KE tea is. So... what is it?

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                          • Hope you don't come down with the sickies too............. I know you'll push yourself to keep up with all that you do and when you're sick you need to tone things down a bit.

                            vitamin C - lots of good healthy stuff going in your mouth

                            What KE tea??
                            1. Love ME no matter what noises are screaming at me, or who is trying to tear me down.
                            2. Eat to heal
                            3. Move to live
                            4. Embrace today
                            5. Live with intention
                            6. Respect my body
                            7. Cultivate joy
                            8. Find my passion
                            9. Meditate on peace in my soul

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                            • KE = Kill Everything tea. Naiadknight made it up. A bag of green tea & Tazo Calm. Really good for busting sinus crud.
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                              • Originally posted by namelesswonder View Post
                                KE = Kill Everything tea. Naiadknight made it up. A bag of green tea & Tazo Calm. Really good for busting sinus crud.
                                Ahh, okay, thanks! I drink green tea pretty regularly, I'll pick up some Tazo Calm!

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