That brought tears to my eyes Siobhan! Thank you so much for your kind words - like water when in a desert! The kids and I had a cry together yesterday - just frustrated and had been snapping at them, just felt awful and so did they. So we all said sorry, cried together and started over. It does feel like everything is imploding! There is something wrong with the steering on our vehicle too that really needs to be looked at soon ... just have to keep breathing and take each day as it comes and not try to sort out tomorrows hassles now. On the positive side I slept the best I have in ages last night. I think I may be detoxing a bit now that I am supplementing regularly with the magnesium - woke up with swollen eyes and everything a little puffy and retained about 2.5lbs yesterday. Of course 2 whole bars of chocolate is not helpful either. But it is all finished and I hope to get the basics right today, VLC, plenty veg and fat and protein otherwise. Will I ever feel really healthy and vibrant again? Seems that no matter what I do there is always something more that needs to be addressed, or that I can't eat, or can't do. Just tired despite such a lovely deep sleep. Going to sit down and listen to my Anuna cd! FANTASTIC choral music from Ireland with incredible harmonizing and stunning voices all blending into audible heaven lovely.
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