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  • You know, that is completely true. My sister found a Twinkie under her bed when she moved - it had to have been there at least seven years. It looked like it had just been unwrapped. I'm serious. Still soft and everything.
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    "Freedom from fear" could be said to sum up the whole philosophy of human rights. - Dag Hammarskjold


    • Beef stew, yes!

      KeeryK- thank you. That gives me a real boost. And I have been inspired by others in their journals; it is nice to know I am passing it on.

      I am finding this 'waiting until I am hungry' a little annoying. I was hungry for sure in the morning, but waiting for lunch, because if I ate some breakfast, then I wouldn't be hungry for lunch again. Grump! Then I was so full after lunch (not through over eating, just through noticing that I was completely physically satisfied, even though I had Mind Hunger) that I felt a little sad, realizing there would be no beef stew. Luckily, after the gym, I got hungry again, and since I was going to be staying up late for child-shuttling, I jumped on that hunger and had my beef stew!

      Still, I am coming to the slow and sad realization that True Hunger means Delayed Gratification. This is not one of my strong points. Guess I'll have to make it one. I did manage to restrain myself to 2 tablespoons of rice at my lunch. A victory. You may recall that I decided that either the rice or the creme brulee had to go. Half a cup down to two tablespoons is a step in the right direction. It meant only two pieces of a roll, which looked rather lonely on the plate.

      Today I will be planning my food for the weekend, with an eye to this new concept of eating when I have True Hunger. I will be out for three days at an anime convention with Middlest and four of her friends, chaperoning. This means a combination of hotel food and snacks for me to bring along. I don't want to bring too many, and have food that I can't eat because I am NOT HUNGRY (!) staring me in the face, but I don't want to eat a lot of expensive restaurant food, either. A tricky middle ground to tread.

      This was yesterday:

      Up at 6:15

      12:00 2 plates of sashimi
      1 piece chicken teriyaki
      1/2C seaweed salad
      2T rice
      1/2C creme brulee

      8:30 1C canteloupe, blueberries, and honeydew
      2C beef stew with
      sweet potato, tomatoes, pearl onions, coconut oil
      2 squares dark chocolate (8gC)

      Water: 11 glasses
      Walking: 60"

      Bed at 10:00

      Tomorrow I weigh in and take my measurements. It will mark five months of being (mostly) primal. Yay!


      • Hi Sabine! I finally got caught back up on your journal! What did you think of the Coconut Bliss? I love the stuff and can eat about half a pint in a sitting!

        As I was reading about what demuralist was saying about avoiding hunger back in the "dieting" eras of our life, I realized I didn't work to avoid true hunger, but rather the mind hunger - or the hypoglycemia, whichever came first.

        Mind hunger, interest hunger and others that are not "true hunger" cause me anxiety still. I'm inspired by reading your trials to eventually run a similar experiment of my own in the future (I have to kick the sugar addiction to the curb first, I think). My toughest obstacle will be remembering that nothing is so special that I can't have it again another time.

        Happy 5 months!!
        Primal since March 5, 2012
        SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)


        • Ooh, Jenn, so true. "Nothing is so special that I can't have it another time." I have to remember that. It certainly helps that so much can be put into the freezer, too. I can have it...later!
          I thought the Coconut Bliss was okay. Tasty, but not amazing. I'm just as glad that there's not another thing I REALLY want to have. I had a taste, and my family is finishing it up.


          • :P Sabine! You gotta look at the blessing in all of this! Most of the women on this site get mad at themselves for not being able to stop eating and here you are mad because you're in full control. You goof! Don't you see that you've struck gold? Live for it darlin you've earned it!
            SW (Nov 22nd 2011): 333
            Current Weight as of Nov 25 2015: 248
            Short Term Goal: Fit into the shirts I got on my honeymoon at disney and universal in august next year when I go back to for my 1 year anniversary
            Met Goal: Be a 2x Shirt, Fit in a standard airplane seat belt without the use of a seat belt extension
            Long Term Goal: 166lbs (One day!), Buy whatever cloths I want to wear.
            Pain is temporary, quitting is forever- Lance Armstrong #NoExcuses


            • Weighing in, measuring up, and taking off!

              Thanks, Ecks. That's a perfect way of looking at it.

              Just a short post this morning, as I have a dozen things to do, getting ready for leaving today, at noon, PROMPTLY!

              Most exciting to me, I did my measurements. Here's the update from the beginning of the year:

              Date............Jan 23................Jun 1
              Thighs l-r......25.5"-25.25".........24"-24.25"

              Down 28.5 pounds and many inches. I am pleased.

              Yesterday was primal but in a strange way. Lots of super-slow walking, working my way through the registration line with the girls. Long spaces of no eating, then little nibbles of nuts, because I was just TOO busy. Hunger when I couldn't eat, and no hunger when I could. Oh, well, just one of those days.

              See y'all on Monday!


              • You are inspiring Sabine Love seeing your measurements and weight changes!! I think I will have to do that in a couple weeks when I reach my 4 month 'anniversary' of living primal. I am also trying to learn when I am truly hungry - and there are times that I slip into old habits but I feel SO good when I only eat when truly hungry!! Nothing like it!
                Start weight: 225.5 lbs Feb 14th 2012. Height: 5'7"
                Primal low: 186 lbs
                Current weight: 221.4 lbs
                Goal weight: 140 lbs

                "You are free to choose, BUT you are not free from the consequences of your choices."


                • You really are doing super well! I'm impressed! You've got wonderful numbers and you've obviously made incredible progress in taming the hunger monster.

                  Do you refrain from eating with your family when you're not hungry? When I'm all on my own, I will cheerfully hold out and eat at weird times, but if there are others around and it's meal time, I eat with them. Not too sure I'm willing to change that either, as long as it's not causing problems. What are your thoughts?
                  5'2", 55 years, Primal since April. Pre-Primal weight loss, from 216.6 to 157.8
                  Primal low: 140.2 (Dec. 3) Goal weight: 135?
                  Main Primal goal: beating back my CFS enough to function more normally and start writing again

                  More and more, our life has been governed by specialists, who know too little of what lies outside their province to be able to know enough about what takes place within it.
                  - Lewis Mumford


                  • I'm inspired by your control over things. You're doing great! And nice changes!!
                    Primal since March 5, 2012
                    SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)


                    • I'm back.

                      Back from my weekend of frivolity. There was primal eating and non-primal eating, walking every day, and lots of fun. But I'm ready to get back to normal life. SOOO nice to sleep in my own bed last night.

                      Both my girls are off from school, now, so we'll be adjusting to a summer schedule. I anticipate that my sleep schedule will change, as they take advantage of doing things with friends in the evenings. And, I'll need to make sure I schedule my walking. So easy to let that slide when you have 'the whole day'.

                      A nice surprise yesterday, when I slipped on my freshly washed stretch jeans. The legs are LOOSE! No stretching required.

                      Okay, off to catch up on everyone's journals. This could take a while.


                      • Hurray for loose legs! That is always such an encouragement. My legs are starting to slide around a bit in my tightest jeans too. Probably a sign I should get a smaller pair for my reward drawer. I'll keep my eyes open for specials.
                        5'2", 55 years, Primal since April. Pre-Primal weight loss, from 216.6 to 157.8
                        Primal low: 140.2 (Dec. 3) Goal weight: 135?
                        Main Primal goal: beating back my CFS enough to function more normally and start writing again

                        More and more, our life has been governed by specialists, who know too little of what lies outside their province to be able to know enough about what takes place within it.
                        - Lewis Mumford


                        • Hooray Sabine!! I noticed on Friday that my work pants (a loose fitting pair of Gloria Vanderbilt "khakis") were especially loose in the thighs and I have to wear a belt with them now or they don't stay in place. I was trying to figure out when I should buy new clothes so I can start setting aside some money. The one downfall of losing weight is the cost of new clothes... lol

                          Congratulations on the non-scale victory of loose fitting jeans fresh from the dryer! It's an awesome feeling, isn't it?
                          Primal since March 5, 2012
                          SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)


                          • Fun things I did at A-kon

                            Yesterday was a recovery day. Lazed around the house, watching 'Desperate Housewives' with Littlest, read, walked (a little) and did some bills-stressing. Did not feel like doing anything responsible like writing down what I ate, or charting my water, or staying away from the peanut m & ms. Three days of being a chaperone has apparently sucked all the adult responsibility out of me. (I'm amazed I walked! 45 minutes, too!)

                            Here are some highlights of my weekend:

                            Took a belly dancing class! (Hi, Pebbles. I bow down to you in respect.) I have NO rhythm (can't even spell it) or timing, but it was fun. Was behind a lady who could shimmy like nobody's business. Also, next to the group of boys taking the class, who were way more into it than one would expect from teenage boys. They had moves! I made it 45 minutes, before crawling away, sweaty and drained. The next day I woke up to STUNNING soreness.

                            Origami class. Made adorable little lotus boxes.

                            Steampunk fashion class. Now I want to make an outfit. One of my walks yesterday was own to the library to check out books on Victorian fashion. Middlest kindly warned me that it was one of the more expensive styles of cosplay to get into. My honey cheered me on as soon as he heard the words 'corset' and 'cleavage'. I have visions of knitting my own lace for the petticoats. (I do know how to do this, actually, and can make some lovely stuff.)

                            Celebration of books: readings by fantasy and science fiction authors. AND they provided food! I had cheese, fruit, vegetables and ranch dip. Stayed away from the crackers and soda.

                            Riding in elevators which had had their light bulbs stolen by revelers. There's nothing like being stuck in a small, dark box with strangers, all of you silent.

                            Slept until 8:50 on Sunday. So lovely.

                            A huge New York steak smothered in blue cheese with grilled asparagus at the hotel restaurant. Berries with cream, minus the short cake. They gave me extra berries to make up for the no short cake aspect. Fine with me!

                            RUNNING up the stopped escalators! Over and over. Maybe this is why my stretch jeans are looser.

                            One teenage melt down. I do not understand the whole 'cutting off your nose to spite your face' aspect of some people's personality, but what can you do? The rest of us continued to have a wonderful time. Proud of the other girls for not letting it spoil their time.

                            Braum's milkshakes on the way home. Yes, I said milkshakes! Delicious!

                            Still have not caught up on journals. This could take a while.


                            • Yay Belly Dancing! That is some list.
                              Primal since 9/24/2010
                              "Our greatest foes, and whom we must chiefly combat, are within." Miguel de Cervantes

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                              MFP username: MDAPebbles67


                              • WOW! It sounds like you had a great weekend! Definitely some memories to cherish.

                                Teenage meltdowns... I am NOT looking forward to that with my daughter. Her 2 year old tantrums are enough. lol
                                Primal since March 5, 2012
                                SW: 221 | CW: 204 | LPW: 166 | UGW: 140 (80 lbs loss)