That sounds like a really healthy experience. I struggled with self-harm (and still struggle with the idea) for several years so I have an idea of what the recognition of an unhealthy infatuation with something can be like. I used to get that way over certain candies, embarrassingly enough. It is relieving when you get to the point of realizing that something just does not work for you anymore though.
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