and bryan cranston
i do know that early morning dog cling bugs me. window'sopenand bear hears stuff he wants to bark at so he keepsboppingoff my leg and going back and forth and i know as soon as i let him outand don't follow he'll yip til i let him back in and damn this stiff space bar is gonna make me throw something
i need a dedicated throwing box full of squishy balls to wham against the wall
each meal is either primal or dirty, last night was sandwiches,this morning is boiled eggs bacon and milk. tonight will be steak, sweet potato fries and sauteed broccoli. lunch could wind up being 50 donuts.
i've been thinking i should do more with my life. something exciting and amazing. but those things drain me. so this emotion is confusing me, i don't know what to do with it. i feel stuck in too many ways. too tied down by my own neuroses.
i've been vaping the last 2 nights. stress 'smoking'. when i'm not doing that i want to eat and eat, so i vape and keep my hands busy.
i do like the scented clouds
and i bought this dumb thing for my mom but she never used it so i got it back
the only thing primal approved in my life right now is having my furry companions
i've been so conditioned by back pain that i haven't done a proper workout in i don't remember how long
and i don't know
i don't know anything